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#in the meantime he sleeps in the swamp and listens to classical music with charles and listens to bj's stories about erin & peg
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i'm at work but someone dare me when I'm off to write the cas/hawkeye/margaret (dean/cas & hawkeye/margaret) time-traveling post 15x19 ptsd fic that I suddenly very much want to write
#writing ref
#listen cas comes back from the empty in the wrong place and time
#and his time in the empty has NOT been kind to him
#and he is holding on by a THREAD.
#and he walks into the 4077 basically shellshocked
#and he doesn't have his angelic healing anymore but he DOES know how to handle surgery
#so they kind of assume he's been separated from his unit and just. kind of. keep him.
#oh potter has radar circulate his info so they can try to find his unit. but in the meantime?
#in the meantime he sleeps in the swamp and listens to classical music with charles and listens to bj's stories about erin & peg
#he listens to klinger talk about chicago and listens to radar talk about the family farm
#he listens to the nurses talk about their plans for after the war and he listens to margaret and hawkeye bicker
#he sits quietly with potter while he paints
#and he speaks with mulcahy. oh with mulcahy he talks and talks and talks.
#terrified that this man - this genuinely good man - will someday give a yes where he should give a no. because he's shining with it.
#but as the days stretch and his nightmares show no signs of diminishing and his silence grows and his surgical skills continue to impress
#margaret and hawkeye - who spend the most time watching him in surgery - decide to stage an intervention.
#at roughly the same point sidney is finally free to come down to the 4077
#and when sidney manages to pull at least some of the tangled mess of isolation and touch-starved and insomnia and heartbreak from cas
#hawkeye and margaret find it natural to want to. soothe. as they so often have soothed each other.
#and they aren't thinking /that way/ per se. but then dean's name comes from cas' mouth. a man's name. and things. progress.
#and cas knows he can't stay here forever
#but hawkeye and margaret won't stay here forever either. none of them will.
#this is a bubble of time. endless and yet already over.
#and cas can't breathe most days let alone face dean - dean who doesn't - dean who won't -
#cas has scars on both of his bodies. his wings and this human skin. the empty wasn't. kind. as he knew going in.
#but he's had so little kindness in his life.
#he'll go back because he has to face it. has to face him. but for a little while. until he can find a way (flightless. powerless) home.
#he'll stay.
#mash
#spn
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