#improve ko tas saka ko ipapakat sa mukha every time i forget that the tuition and payment for learning here is worth more than i am

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Kulelat na nga ako sa klase binibigyan ko pa sarili ko ng rason para hindi magtagumpay amp dapat I try harder than this, precisely because of this. Ano na itsura ko sa prof ko niyan? Tanga? Tamad? Mabilis sumuko? Hindi kayang makipagsabayan? I gotta prove that I'm better than this

#print ko na lang 'yung essay kong worth zero kasi walang #wala nang* chance pagbigyan 'to kasi hindi fair sa ibang maagang nagssubmit #improve ko tas saka ko ipapakat sa mukha every time i forget that the tuition and payment for learning here is worth more than i am #every point counts #and im forgetting why im starting why i should be eorking hard and why am i so damn relaxed and cant function right when i know full well i #can do it #im such a mess these past months #why am i relapsing #i literally got better so why cant i go back to my good habits and be great #why am i crumbling again #lets not be in this place again #lets not go back to begging and lets drive ourselves to the dirt working hard #because thats the least we could do #my best is not enough i know that but at least i was trying before #this is so pathetic #what excuse should i make