#im sure the same could be said of me tho ajfkdsl

[mrs-kelly]

ohhh so in that last new episode of aIways sunny i was watching, Charlie met these guys from Europe and one of them was a yodeler. And he rly wanted to learn from the guy bc, he said, "No one's really doing yodeling these days, maybe it could help me break out."

And I got like. ooooo uniquely sad for him bc that sounded like something i would say, something i would do. it sounds like he has some kind of dream of doing music. and so do i. but he and i are the same in that we talk a lot of talk and just never do nothin' about it 🤷‍♀️

it made me like. feel even closer to him bc he gets it. but it also made me kinda sad you know.

#maybe im just projecting but he's my blorbo so that's valid <3 ajfkdls #my dream of doing music is something that defines me and yet i just kinda. let it go 🤷‍♀️ #i wonder how he feels about that. about his dream of doing music #i wonder what he dreams about. like. being in a band? being a solo artist? #i do this thing all the time where i brainstorm unique things i could include in my music to make it stand out so that i break out #and it sounds like that was what he was doing with the yodeling thing #but. like me. he's like. not gonna do anything with it probably #i mean at least he's written a few songs in the show #but it has been a while since we've seen one #doesnt mean hes not still doing it but. #now that i think about it his and my trajectories with song writing and passion for music are very similar... #i mean of course we're gonna have things in common but i never thought about this before afjkdsl #his songs are so unique and creative and cool and i just think if he wants to pursue music he should do it #im sure the same could be said of me tho ajfkdsl #and if he and i are similar at all he still won't write anything new #i dont mean for this to sound sad afjdskl it's just an observation you know. on both our parts #i could still pick up music again someday and so could he you know #ren speaks #renlie