#im sorry for turning your cute ask into a sorrowful vent elv </3 but my heart truly feels a little lighter getting this off my chest

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My beloved Madi, I'm sending this early in my timezone because I have to sleep but happy birthday!! I hope you don't feel obligated to post this, just want you to know I'm thinking about you and hoping that despite everything, you get lots and lots of kyeom sunshine filled hugs mwah

elv <33 thank u so much, how sweet of u to remember my birthday? 🥺 hope you're alright, sending u lots of hugs and love back <3

#i hope i dont seem lacklustre in my response im genuinely soso appreciative of u always <3 #it just feels a little strange and selfish to celebrate my existence today #and i know its okay its not like i want to be validated or anything. the last thing i want to do is make this about myself #but i always felt connected to other 98ers in some way almost like. we grew up together but not *together* together in the literal sense ? #and we're full grown adults now ofc but 25 years went by so fast that sometimes it feels like we're still only kids #i guess what im saying is i feel protective of 98ers #and moonbin was born only a few months before me i dont know.. im really shaken up about this it just bothers me so much #and i just pray he found peace #im sorry for turning your cute ask into a sorrowful vent elv </3 but my heart truly feels a little lighter getting this off my chest #so thank u and thank you so much for thinking of me and taking the time to wish me a happy birthday ilyyy🌷💕