#im sad im never seeing alex and mer together again 😭

[rubyreverie]

watched alex's goodbye episode yesterday and i am conflicted

#from what i heard from people i thought it was gonna be something else entirely #i thought he was gonna screw up things with jo and be single and he'd be drunk most of the time #he'd fight someone to death or similar and he'd lose his career and fail to his potential #i had heard some izzie whispers but i didnt know how that was gonna play out #and i see why people hate it but as an izziealex truther.... part of me is so happy 😭 #but then i look at the bigger picture and IT DOESNT ADD UP #the writers never managed to write izziealex like they deserve and this is it #and also jo being colateral damage is sooooo evil and so badly done #in the last few seasons i've grown to love jo and her relationship with alex #them getting married for real... only for a half a season later alex leave her for izzie? #just doesnt add upppppp #i think bc my expectations were genuinely alex is gonna end a criminal i am not as disappointed as i thought i would be #i think that if they had explored this storyline and brought katherine back it would make more sense #or if they had shown us everything that alex said he did (contacting izzie seeing the kids and the farm their chemistry) #i dont wish he had been killed off but there really wasnt that many ways to explain him being gone #i just wish him and jo never got married. they should have forgotten about the marriage license a bit longer. put a rift between them for #whatever reason #bc alex truly would never leave jo #im sad im never seeing alex and mer together again 😭 #maggie and amelia are INSUFFERABLE #isa.txt