#im mentally unwell and im glad i can recognize it but it doesnt make anything any easier

[triggeringtommy]

gggrrrrrr >:( the klonopin + lamictal makes me feel fucked up and it was wild today I had to call outta work bc I was too high from my prescribed meds to function it was so slay

#im mentally unwell and im glad i can recognize it but it doesnt make anything any easier #its just hard containing my thoughts n feelings and not being so reactive #i feel like a bad person but at the same time i rly couldnt care less #its weird i feel bad but like im not doing anything bad soooo #i hav way too much going on to give a fuck abt shallow problems rn no offense to her but like i rly dont care #i cant sleep once again and im pretty upset over shit thats stupid and put of my control #i rly wanna go to fl and just be left aloneeee i dont want her up my ass bc im not staying with her parent #i just wanna be able to do what i want without hurting any1 #i dont see why its so bad for me to do what makes me happy cuz likeeee my happiness is more important than ur comfort sorry not sorry #this is so dumb fr fr #its dumb but its like making me upset and its unhealthy but who cares?? not meee #being upset over dumb shit makes me wanna smoke #speaking of whichhhh ima go smoke :3 if i even cannnn finddd weeeed