#im listening to samudrartha while writing this

[poohwhin]

i don’t feel like switching accounts to ramble so you will see me word vomit (cry profusely to cope) abt hsr pls and thank you;

hi i am absolutely not ready for 1.3–1.8 updates (if they do it like genshin does. & if they even make it that far with xianzhou stuff) because i am NOT ready to see jing yuan’s outcome >:/

they had ended 1.2 so perfectly to give us 3 different conclusions and i HATE THEM FOR IT.

1. he could be completely fine. sure he’s injured, but he he’s not a general for no reason. but that’s pretty anticlimactic and i don’t think they’d do that anyway.

2. he retires. sure it’s still a bit sad bc we love him & the luofu loves him, but. it’s about time for him to go. he never wanted to be in charge to begin with. he’s tired. he’s wearing down. & believe it or not— even ‘immortal’ bodies can last so long.

3. he dies. he was already struggling after phantylia’s battle— so it’s not insane to assume that he’s now slowly being consumed with mara. (also if you cannot see the parallels between jing yuan + jingliu, and jing yuan + yangqing, i DONT know what to tell you)

as much as i don’t want this man to die— i think it’d be best for him. he’s thousands of years old, by this point. he’s tired. he’s been through TOO MUCH. he’s watched the four people he held dear die, and change completely over time. (none of them even remember him the same way he remembers them. they’ve moved on, and made new friends in a new lifetime.) his memories are probably starting to fade, and at that point— why keep going, right?? memories of happier days are all he had left.

specifically, i think it’d be best if yangqing kills him. as sad and as fucked as that is— at least he’ll have at least one person he’s come to hold dear at his death bed. gives him the illusion that he didn’t die completely alone, even though he did. maybe he can dream of his old friends during his eternal sleep. <3

ANYWAY; im not a theorist so im not gonna claim that any of these are gonna happen. who knows maybe hoyo will spin him around and he’s completely fine. i just like sharing my word thoughts.

#poo talk #hsr #jing yuan #im listening to samudrartha while writing this #crying in the FUCKING CLUB i hate it here #i hate hoyoverse games /j