#im like sweating there tryjng to push the shit out and i can make no sounds!!!!!!

[celibate-batjokes-mpreg-yaoi-911]

ive been suffering gastrointestinally

#its my new meds i think but it was better at home bc i could suffer on the toilet in peace. fsr away from people #and i also ate more #now the toilet is literally just next to our room and the toilet is right next to my roommates bed just 1 wall between them #She would hear EVERYTHING #im sorry for being tmi but i cannot even comfortably let out..gas. in the mf toilet #i habe to be very very silent all the time and its driving me crazy #im like sweating there tryjng to push the shit out and i can make no sounds!!!!!! #i cant even use my full strength like this. #ans its been bothering me so so so so much.... #and ofc this mf is a humanities major and has no damn classes and doesnt go anywhere #ANYWHERE #i HAVE NO ALONE TIME TO COPE WITH MY CONSTIPATION #im . im genuinely feeling so hopeless. i should eat more food maybe to get the stuff inside moving or get an energy drink but then i #spend money on food and i hate spending money on food #it genuinely makes me sick that i have to waste money on food. in this economy