#im just insecure sbt everything recently

[parkinglothater]

i am just operating this skin suit fr dawg idk whats really going on

#renee rambles in the tags #i have so weirdly paranoid and anxious recently #i have been like constantly questioning all my relationships #like idk what my role is anymore or like how to act at all #i feel like im constantly just putting on a show recently but like idk why #its not like anything specific has changed im just like weirdly self aware #and like questioning if how ppl actually see me and stuff #idk its weird i feel so weird #every moment of vulnerability feels like its so hard to navigate now #like i wandered onto the ice bc i was confident i cld navigate the waters #but once i get there its starts breaking in a million pieces and i just start drowning #but like mentally #i just feel helpless and lost #like i dont know how to really b a person #and like i want to b human i think theyre cool! #i like really dont want to feel excluded #idk im just like #im such an odd place #im just insecure sbt everything recently #</3 #stfu renee