#im DONE today onwards we are learning how to enjoy being ourself!!!!

[sunnyairs]

i am... going to really just have to start loving myself instead in order to get where i want to be huh........

#recovery mode ON ed mode OFF #ed ment #really tho just like... i forgot how much i feel like absolute SHIT when i do this and i dont know if i can keep doing it #i havent ever had like... a healthy relationship w food and ive been in a binge/restrict cycle since like... 8th grade #but i think im just going 2... Actually Get Healthy instead.... and have a good time doing it.... #instead of making myself suffer all the time #tho im going 2 really have to like... learn how to do things without overdoing or underdoing them like where is the balance.... #im DONE today onwards we are learning how to enjoy being ourself!!!! #hopefully ;-;