#ik the reason why he cldnt help me was bc i prob didnt say enough etc but like yeah idk im living well now ig

[chanyoungies]

its so funny how much i dislike visiting doctors when thats my moms like. fave thing to do

#i also am oddly. like. not distrustful bc like i am not one of those ppl who like. dont believe in medicine or whatever?? but like #i do tend to b like i dont need <3 a doctor <3 ever <3 #which is funny bc i also think im p bad with pain #but i also believe that i could be actively dying and still wld choose not to visit a doctor probably . #i stopped going to whoever was in charge of my migraines bc the first meds he gave me werent working and i absolutely hated having to take t #time to visit him n do all he asked for so i was just like nvm mom actually my migraines r better now dw <3 so we'd stop going . although ik #ik the reason why he cldnt help me was bc i prob didnt say enough etc but like yeah idk im living well now ig #i remember learning at some point that the person we were going to for my (n my brothers) braces actually fucked up and the braces werent p #properly measured (or whatever) for our teeth n thats prob why it was so painful so i think that was fucked up i never agreed to braces ever #ever since* even though i absolutely hate the way my teeth look #i dont like checking my eyesight because thats . well first of all time consuming to take the time to arrange n go to an appointment but mos #most importantly its embarrassing as fuck why is it so embarrassing . for real why #if i wasnt a litte crybaby i probably wldnt have gone to the er when i broke my foot bc i honestly was convinced that i was relatively fine #n didnt wanna go but i cried to my parents abt what happened when they got home so they were good parents n took me to the hospital . but ye #no one asked for my medical history im sorry guys