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#ik in the context of the song it's meant to be romantic (i think)
thejesterlad · 2 years
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if i wasn't ace/aro the line 'I love you so much it scares me half to death. The other half I guess I'm giving to you.' would be on the fucking top of my list i swear
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noxtivagus · 1 year
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suteki da ne
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#🌙.rambles#yk that twt acc w final fantasy music. THE SONGS. REMIND ME. FINAL FANTASY MEANS SO MUCH TO ME FR#shaped so much of my identity n my personality n wtvr man. the lyrics of suteki da ne r so personal to me for some reason. idk#ff for the dreamers fr but it has rlly contributed in making me a hopeless romantic even more back then n#GUYS I HATE FEBRUARY N 14TH SO MUCH FOR MAKING ME THINK OF THESE STUFF AGAIN#hmm.. maybe i'm sad n maybe i'm hiding a lot more than it seems . (just a maybe for sure. hahahaha definitely not surely nah haha. hahaha.)#suteki da ne is so. special to me tho. like from start to end. N THEN THE CONTEXT W TIDUS N YUNA N I KNOW SPOILERS TOO SO. 😭😭#gna project that on my own ocs too !!!! i wna write of them more bcs i have so many ideas here n there#several ending ideas or wtvr bcs i love imagining it as a video game. n. hmm. star-crossed lovers but end up being destined together#themes like. freedom n birds n the moon themes n yk i'll make the color blue have a special meaning. dreams wishes psychology ideals#ideals reality mythology stuff like that r some keywords they've just. yk always meant a lot to me ever since i was young. ^^ n more.#SUTEKI DA NE HAS LOTS OF THEM UWAHH n while water has always been my fav from. those elements n being yk a water sign ig.#.. growing up i have a lot of memories of vacations on beaches w my family. the sand n the breeze n the waves by my feet#hehe. really grew up swimming a lot too. nearly drowned once but i've never been afraid of the water.#i'm rambling abt myself again but what do i have to be sorry for if this is my space anyways? but uh. i overshare on social media ik 🥹#but. rambling gives me comfort. i want to put out as much as i can into this world before i make my leave.#which DW WILL HOPEFULLY not be anytime soon. life's hard but i'll make it through the very end. & i'll do as much as i can fr.#when i. finally write those stories.. it's just. lovely to imagine how the ppl who personally know me wld understand n see myself in them.#expression of self through. many mediums such as different kinds of art is so special to me. i love to express myself n i equally love to#yk see others too. see them for who they really are and love them and understand them as much as i can.#probably bcs i want that myself too. n i crave n desire it myself too but it makes me happy n. yh so happy beyond words to#..just. live with others in that way? with ppl beside me or even just.. watching them.. though#hang on i'll ramble again but goddamn i write so much ig bcs i want to be understood so badly. i. really need that sincerity n communicatio#n authenticity w others for it to be. really real? life.. i can't put it into words rn but literally just in one word that holds so much.#life. yeah. hang on i still have assignments to do T_T n i ended up rambling sm but. i'll stop overthinking it.#nothing to be insecure abt w your own self unless it hmm. help no i won't ramble about that rn either but rn for me#just for me i know enough to say that i shouldn't have to be afraid. with the way i see the world i know there's so much more meaning n#maybe.. nah not maybe. fuck if hope's 'naive' as aymeric says as well. personally no matter what i'll stick to myself. hold true to that.#n my determination with this will never be half-assed n. help i'll stop now fr but i feel better now c:#BACK TO SUTEKI DA NE THOUGH. FROM END TO START FR 🥹 HELP NO START TO END I MEAN. 🥺🫶🏼
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caruliaa · 3 years
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okay so ik i just rebloged a post talking abt this in a joking way but i think its very intresting if you look at "not that girl" through the lense of elphaba projecting her feelings for glinda onto fiyaro due to comphet. Theres the whole thing with elphaba not mentioning anything she finds attractive about fiyero but there being a whole verse describing how beautiful glinda but its also easy to see it that way if you look at the song as a whole.
The song is all about how elphaba feels like her chances of romance are unlikley and how she shouldnt even hope for romance, and while its franed in the context of her having feelings for fiyero, again, the lyrics are relativly vauge and so its very easy to see this as elphaba simply prohecting her feelings for glinda onto fiyero due to comphet. 
The song also has a section were elphaba directly compares herself to glinda (again, were she describes how beautiful she is) and while this could be seen as her having feelings for fiyero and compairing herself to glinda who he is dating, i find it quite intresting how she shows no feelings of resentment toward glinda in this section. Again, this could just be becuase the two arw friends, but it could also be that elphaba is, due to comphet, is prohecting feeling romanticly inadiqute when compared to glinda onto fiyero and the idea of her having romanitic feelings for him, when in reality the reason she feels that way is because she has romantic feelings for glinda and feels like the chances of glinda liking her back are unlikley becuase she feels like she glinda is more beautiful and worty of love than her ad she wasnt meant to even experience love regardless of how much she might want it.
Anywayy i just think thats intresing yknow 
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