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[danielnelsen]

god remember when i was so tired the other week that i fully hallucinated a creeper in my backyard, that was wild

#personal #i havent slept in about 30 hours rip #i told myself id finish this assignment before sleeping #and uhh im being Stubborn about it #even though i literally dont have the cognitive abilities to work on it anymore #but if i sleep now i'll be too drowsy when i wake up to get it done by when it's due #it's my final written assignment of my degree #(not really; i still have a class over the break but it's not like..an important one) #im so close but oh my GOD this semester is Trying me #im doing the max number of classes after doing the max last semester too PLUS ive got placement now #and people are being homophobic AGAIN and not in the meme way; like in the actual homophobic way yknow #and i havent spoken to another human being (family doesnt count) in Weeks #ive actually lost my mind #and ive watched a bunch of streams in the last 30 hours to take breaks #which was nice but like wilbur was playing minecraft when i joined and he ended up telling ghost stories which didnt help lmao #anyway this is me procrastinating from finishing this last assignment rip im gonna try to do it now #im not hallucinating today but i am getting some worryingly realistic illusions #(when i say 'worrying' im not actually concerned because illusions are pretty common after being awake 24 hrs) #(just annoying because i wanna be able to work more while i can still trust my mind somewhat) #if you've read all this congrats on your dedication please do my survey linked somewhere recently on my blog