#if you had to hear me get blackout drunk and rewatch 'sharp objects' last night i'm actually sorry

[carefulfears]

if only everyone understood that there are some weeks where i can write and do my job and talk to people and keep up with classwork and some weeks where i can lie on the floor and listen to ethel cain on a loop

#if you had to hear me get blackout drunk and rewatch 'sharp objects' last night i'm actually sorry #i'll be doing the same thing when i get home but i'll shut up #just venting bc i actually can't rn and i'm off my meds and i drink too much and ptsd makes me wanna be d3@d #truly and genuinely #anyway #this is why i'm always half-dropping out of school lmao. i'm so behind and it's only the 3rd week.