#if something annoys me I physically cannot pretend it doesn’t lmaooo 😭

[iishmael]

I cant Sleep :( anxiety

#I have my final presentation tmrrw for my internship #I’m not rlly anxious about the pres but I’m anxious that someone will ask me a question #and I won’t be able to shut up / control my body language #and everyone will Know what I rlly think #(that it’s fucking disrespectful to have an UNPAID intern and then to not even give them any interesting tasks #exclude them from all meetings #never CC them #make them do literally irrelevant tasks the results of which just get deleted…) #anyway I don’t wanna make a scene tmrrw #I just… hate sometimes how I Am 🤪 #but I can’t turn it off I’ve been aware of this character flaw my entire life and it’s impossible #if something annoys me I physically cannot pretend it doesn’t lmaooo 😭 #god j rlly need tk Go to sleep #shut up Sam #del