#if lumón had a CONCLUSION I could have let it go more but they had to spit in my face for no reason

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I think rewatching S2 of SL specifically is such a conflicting experience when you're a multishipper like me.

Let me explain: I think Simbar is the best endgame ship, obviously. They are amazing. However, for LUNA, I dislike her endgame and I think the show did a MUCH better job showing why she should be with Simón instead.

Now, in season 1, that is Lumón's season. I watch their relationship grow, how they get closer, how they date and it's amazing at first but then it doesn't work out, but it's ok, because they are closer than ever from this experience <333

In season 3... they have scarred me for life for what they did with Lumón, but every time I watch that season, I also just get through it and move on, and I focus ALL on Simbar instead. Simbar is *chef's kiss* in S3. (for people wondering, you know how your reactions to the 3x10 scene is either cheering or crying? For me, it was burying my head in the couch and wondering what the fuck to feel because I felt BOTH).

But season 2... gosh. The first half, we got Lumón just being best friends, and it's amazing. They had a really good scene in 2x10 that could have been the conclusion to their love story. But then you watch more and more of the season, and you're shown time and time again how Simón just ALWAYS makes her happy, ALWAYS cheers her up, and Matteo just... does not. And when he does, he soon screws up again. And who is there to comfort her when he screws up? Simón. Not to mention they STILL do the "ooh who will Luna choose" thing for the majority of the season.

But then Simón and Ámbar's relationship starts to blossom! And it's adorable! You get it, you get into it! Ámbar if anyone really deserves to have a good relationship. And !! YEAH !!

And then it gets so conflicting because these three are all on your top list of favorite characters, and you want all three of them to be happy, but Simón can't date both of them, Lumbar which is also a ship I used to be into before S3 bonked me with a newspaper can't be together either, and when you advocate for one of them it feels like you gotta advocate for the other too. And you wonder if you should just not care about shipping and just focus on them as a trio on how amazing their relationships are with each other... but AAAAHHHHH I love Simón and Ámbar but AAAAH I dislike Luna with Matteo and she is way better of with Simón and now he's mad at Ámbar so maybe they have a shot but also I DON'T WANT ÁMBAR TO BE SAD SHE DESERVES HAPPINESS TOO MAYBE ÁMBAR AND EMILIA CAN BE MY MAIN ÁMBAR SHIP BUT EVEN THEN IT'S NOT THE SAME AS SIMBAR-

It's so weird how my feelings change depending on the season I'm watching. If I am watching season 3 (AFTER 3x10) I am fully like "Lumón should just be friends, they will always be best friends and their relationship is really amazing as it is" and "Simbar endgame all the way", and "I still don't like Matteo but now I think Luna should be single instead". And if I am watching S1 it's just "omg Lumón <333"

You'd think I can just have the S3 or S1 mindset when rewatching S2 but NOPE. This show gives me such different feels depending on the season.

This is why I prefer to really focus on Jim and Yam because they never give me any complications and is just Jim and Yam <33

#simbar #lumón #soy luna #i honestly blame a lot of these complications on the first 10 eps of S3 too #if lumón had a CONCLUSION I could have let it go more but they had to spit in my face for no reason #yes I still love simbar but they didn't have to do that with lumón