#if i wasnt already confident that im vastly different than headmates outside of my subsytem

[mystikos-sys]

why are there so many of me

#im not even talking in the context of being polyfragmented #like i just mean in my subsystem #there are so many different variants of myself and im like #if i wasnt already confident that im vastly different than headmates outside of my subsytem #and that like i was shut out for years by the host #id probably be fakeclaiming myself #rn im a teenager who likes horror games but is not scared of them #which is very different than like majority of my headmates who jump at even the slightest thing #i rly should count myselves better but i worry thatll just fuck me up lmao #bc we recently counted how many we have overall and the number is rly high #and we're missing a bunch #and that was enough to make them spiral for a hot minute #💚.sys