#if i dont put them in Situations Right Now with uncomfortable secxual tension im goin to Explode

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in physical agony lads im 2k into another fic plan with six journal articles on historical wound care open in my browser

#malarkling is going to be the death of me i CANT #someone save me #i blame the War Room scene #if i dont put them in Situations Right Now with uncomfortable secxual tension im goin to Explode #also the Amplifier Lore TM is driving me to the brink lIKE what do you MEAN #theyre both mythical power-ups claimable-by-death and somehow this never is a plot point between them?? #like they have Amplifier Plot with alina but not each other?? #ESPECIALLY when amplifiers are (sorta)canonically alluring to grisha in borderline supernatural ways #the potential for aleksander to have a Very Strange attraction to Mal is RIGHT THERE #aleksander who has always experienced the amplifier-grisha thing from the perspective of the amplifier #experiencing the draw of a Powerful human amplifier from Mal #baghra doesnt count #im LOSING MY MIND #ALSO?? MAL CANONICALLY BEING ABLE TO FIND MOROZOVA AMPLIFERS?? so could this extend to other morozova amplifiers like. oh i dunno #aleksander morozova #sab