#idk. ig all the internet friendgroup drama i see online and have experienced in the past has kinda discouraged me.

[snekdood]

Learning that i cant really have friends online if i want ppl to like my art sucks

#too many ppl wanna stab ppl in the back or use them for clout and just keep up entire fake friendships just for whatever they might gain #and even then idk. the drama surrounding friends online never seems to be worth it bc it ALWAYS spills out to where everyone has to see it #it sucks but it also makes sense bc the more popular you get the less you wanna encourage parasocial relationships #considering how much u dont know ppl #and then they get way more confortable and familiar w you than you are of them bc you literally dont know who they are #idk. ig all the internet friendgroup drama i see online and have experienced in the past has kinda discouraged me. #also nowadays theres ppl who wanna dox you n shit and plenty of ppl have no morals and have no issue going ahead and pretending to be #your friend to get info out of you even if its just stuff they can use to make fun of you later and make you seem stupid or whatever?? #i always idealized those artist friendgroups i see online but it always seems to come out that there was a lot of drama going on #inside of it. i just feel so discouraged from even interacting with people online #only certain ppl seem to be able to keep friendgroups online and it usually seems to be people who dont habe severe trauma and thus #arent confrontational like ever. like never. #even then tbh ppl try to drag them into drama even if they try to ignore and dismiss it