#idk. does anyone want like. a sketch comm? should I do that? should I do that now?

[xannerz]

Not feeling great. Left the vet with Vigo. Heart murmur is at 5/6. He’s gonna be on 2 meds. Hearts enlarged, not a lot of fluid in his lungs atm. The meds should help his heart not work so hard.

The vet said to give him a chance and see bc he’s still eager to eat, drink, walk (though I can’t do that with him anymore not to strain his heart which makes me sad), etc. I’m nervous bc I’ll be away next week. I’ll try to have him see the cardiologist in a month but may have to take him in to the emergency vet sooner.

Frankly I don’t wanna fight it if it gets to that point. I have nothing else I can give. I can't gamble w/ his qualify of life either. I’ll monitor him for this week and see what to do. Vet will call me abt his labs tmrw.

#idk. does anyone want like. a sketch comm? should I do that? should I do that now? #it’s funny I’ve told myself I’ll start selling resin crafts for months bc I need to. but I can barely get out of bed every day #I don’t wanna sound like a sob story. #or a broken record #everything feels like a chore #but everything is on me. emotionally financially everything. #my family tries but ultimately it’s on me. #idk. how much more crushed can a bitch get yk. I’m tired. #xangoeswah