#idk whats become of me...ive devolved into being so love obsessed in such a short amt of time...!

[skunkes]

we may be getting a little too silly.

#a doodley #listen to me never in my life have i fantasized about getting married or having a wedding #even now i always think about courthouse stuff #and i dont think id wear a dress etc (who knows...havent found neutral wear i enjoy) #but that only covers the Wedding half of thsi. like. #i must admit ive increasingly been having....marital thoughts...adn it sucks #idk whats become of me...ive devolved into being so love obsessed in such a short amt of time...! #i dont even have anybody... #yes marriage is fake whatever but i would like someone to want to marry me...ykwim... #whatever. im so embarrassed. bridal lingerie does go hard as hell though i will have to partake in some of that if the circumstances arise