#idk quite how to articulate it. but surely kaalaa hasn't quite processed the whole her mentor-close friend killed herself before the time

[fishareglorious]

Post-Mor Pankh where Kaalaa Baunaa and Shamane hang out sometimes and something Shamane does just. reminds Kaalaa deeply of Kumar. The siblings haven't met each other in literal decades aside from the latter's final moments, but the fact that they're related is there, mirroring each other in the way Shamane goes cocky or makes tea or some other little idiosyncrasy, and after she notices, Kaalaa Baunaa is hit full speed with missing Kumar.

#kaalaa baunaa #shamane #reverse 1999 #certified storm moments #idk quite how to articulate it. but surely kaalaa hasn't quite processed the whole her mentor-close friend killed herself before the time #of the meteor shower. maybe the acceptance is there but surely the grief of losing someone that you're that close with hit her a while late #like she was so desperate for kumar to come back and start over and the relief and elation in her voice when kumar agreed to her but not #knowing that she'll do exactly what she did #i wonder how she deals with it #her seeing some of kumar in her brother at times is. you know that emotional angst i will eat that shit up