#idk man. brain things. :thumbsup:

[aeriedwelling]

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#another day of 'are these people in my brain actually real or am i making them up !!' #whos to say. #wolfy i love you. are you real. #icarus. october. sunny. are you guys just me with different hats or nah. who knows. #i've. been obsessed with the idea of being a system on and off for a while. and that could be a sign that I Am One? #or it could be autism/adhd special interest thing. #idk. i've been switching between using i/me and we/us and referring to myself in the third person for YEARS. #but i don't have like. system memory things just adhd memory things?? #sometimes i wanna go by different names but idk if that's. identity or another guy. #idk man. brain things. :thumbsup: #aerie chatter #i have plural-coded several of my characters. #i made an oc known as the katydid system. went by katy (pronounced cat-ee) #i was like. what if i turn all of the pokemon protagonists into a system. ethan and moon were frequent fronters #and i think calem was a gatekeeper. was as far as i got #and like. my eternatus fic. #and whenever a character has someone talking in their brain im like. yeah. #but. idk man. #they dont talk. i've never felt like someone else is controlling my body?? #there's no head talking or inner world. but sometimes distinct 'i dont feel like im aerie right now' kinds of feelings. #idk. maybe im 21 and still live with my mother. #anyways.