#idk if its bc of underlying medical stuff or if im just outta shape but

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vent in tagz lol

#oz.txt #gonna put in tags #bc i cant do read more on mobile #ok ive been like. struggling w self image stuff #not just appearance (though that is a big factor) but w like. my capability/lack there of of doing stuff #like. mentally im dumb as fuck and incompotent #physically even more so #idk if its bc of underlying medical stuff or if im just outta shape but #i get fatigued really easily n get chronic pain due to diff stuff #like i cant run w/o my ankles begging to die lmao #n i just. feel like my main f/o would like. hate me bc im dead weight #bc theyre all stoic n an asshole n stuff #so i feel like it would be more likely they wouldn't like/hate someone whos just. that pathetic/dependant on others. idk #not to mention me being nd as fuck and me just in general being a nusance n stupid #god. why do i think this stuff up. theyre literally just blorbo from ur brain u can make them do anything. sighs. #sorry for the random negatvity im just. not feeling good abt myself atm n its seeping its way into my blorbo thoughts #and making them evil #vent #this is so sad alexa play dead weight by jack stauber #or leech boy by crywank. both work