#idk i was really stressed before the movie i thiught if i couldnt get it done i was gonna explde

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Tbh I haven't been on here a lot this week cause I had been focused on that stitch so bad to the extent I wasn't letting myself have breaks and I was staying up late to keep doing it and tbh after so many days it was just making me feel sick/stressed.. but I did make myself go see Stopmotion anyway cause I had been looking forward to it and im going to be out of town the next couple days.. anyway Stopmotion was a horror film centered around the creation process artist go through and how putting yourself into your art can effect you ect and tbh it just made me feel worse

#in general i like to stitch but if i get stuck in big focus mode it can be bad #which its the worst craft i do to do it in cause its extra time consuming so im stuck forever #but anyway the character was having similar determination and i just was like aaaa #idk i was really stressed before the movie i thiught if i couldnt get it done i was gonna explde #and i also felt kinda sillybcause what i happened to get stuck on wasnt even something actually personal #i mean im glad i did it but i need to work on my restraint but i dont choose to get ficus stuck in the first place it just happens #talks