#idek what happened

[nevvn]

was feeling down so i drew him to make me feel better

#obey me #obey me fanart #art tag #fanart #obey me solomon #that was few days ago im fine now #idek what happened #i usually draw him whenever im sad or just inspired #that explains why there's a lot of solomon in this acc and on my sketchpad jdfdjshjh

[veloursdor]

snipet of this obikin au based on this quote from Star Wars Jedi Quest: The Way of the Apprentice. (Part 1 here)

(1.1k words)

“Anakin, I’ve been thinking…” Obi-Wan said while he opened Anakin’s door, ignoring propriety as he entered into his padawan’s room without having been invited to. However, Obi-Wan stopped dead in his tracks at the sight of Anakin’s empty room, his bed made – more like no one had slept on it at all – and nothing seemingly out of place.

An uncomfortable feeling settled in his stomach as he realised that Anakin’s presence seemed faint in the Force, almost as if it had been a while since Anakin had stepped foot in the room. Anakin remained distant, just barely out of touch from Obi-Wan’s fingertips, almost the dutiful padawan Obi-Wan used to joke about wanting with the rare roll of the eyes or pout on his lips whenever Obi-Wan gave him an order he knew Anakin would disapprove of.

But beyond that, Anakin rarely spent time with him as of late, always too busy with his friend, Rowan, to pay attention to whatever it was Obi-Wan still had to teach to his very young padawan. Long gone were the days when Obi-Wan had to remind Anakin to keep his distance and his hands to himself, his padawan always wanting to be touching any part of Obi-Wan.

Now, Obi-Wan had to call for Anakin’s attention – something he didn’t remember ever doing, even on Anakin’s most difficult days as a teenager –, fighting the urge to order his charge to pay attention to what Obi-Wan was saying, no matter how trivial the conversation they were having was. When before Anakin used to hang from every word Obi-Wan said, even if just to tease him or poke holes at his teachings, now it was as if Obi-Wan had a padawan no more. 

He should’ve been happy Anakin had… a friend, for he couldn’t comprehend how younglings around Anakin couldn’t see his brilliance, charm or his capability as a Jedi. Obi-Wan was of the belief that Anakin was amongst the best the Jedi had to offer, as behind his arrogance and rebellious nature there was a boy with a pure heart and a soul that wanted nothing more than to help others.

But Obi-Wan wasn’t happy that Anakin had a friend, as he came to the realisation that a friendless Anakin meant Obi-Wan didn’t have to compete for his attention. Obi-Wan was so used to being the sole receptor of Anakin’s affections that once he was bereft of them he was left floating amiss an endless void with nothing to tether him to the ground.

He missed the times when he would come home after a day away from Anakin and his Padawan was in the living room, lighting up at the mere sight of Obi-Wan’s shadow. His padawan would eagerly greet him, telling Obi-Wan of all the things he had been up to in his Master’s absence. 

But now, Rowan was the one holding Anakin’s affections, his time, basking on Obi-Wan’s padawan’s presence as if he was worthy of such light. Obi-Wan would stare in the sidelines of his own quarters as Anakin played with Rowan’s hair, laughing softly with a soft blush on his cheeks.

Obi-Wan had gotten quite drunk after leaving that night.

He dreaded the day when Anakin was to be knighted; something he had been postponing whenever the Council asked about his padawan’s progress. 

“He’s not ready.”

“There’s still much he has to learn.”

“He’s too arrogant, he needs to be humbled.”

Some statements held more truth than others, a small comfort for Obi-Wan’s guilty mind. Because, in the end, he knew they were nothing more than an excuse to keep Anakin by his side for as long as he could, knowing that the minute his padawan was no longer bound to him, he would be free to leave Obi-Wan without looking back.

And Obi-Wan knew he didn’t deserve to be selfish, for he was a Jedi who had made an oath and commitment to the Code, and he had been raised to be better than be held down by the strength of his attachments.

But he had also made an oath, a commitment, to Anakin, to see him be the man Obi-Wan knew he could be. Obi-Wan had bound himself, heart AND soul, to Anakin Skywalker when he was 25 years old, with a vow he intended to take to his grave, no matter the consequences of such a promise.

And that promise had never included Rowan Misneach, padawan apprentice of Master Agen Kolar, who didn’t seem to understand the ‘no attachment rule’ all Jedi were bound to follow once they made a commitment to the order. Rowan was always glued to Anakin’s side, even when there wasn’t any reason for them to be together at all. 

He was there when Obi-Wan tried to give his lessons, or spend some time with Anakin like they used to before Rowan appeared in Anakin's life. Even when Obi-Wan knew Master Agen was off planet – and as such his padawan with him as well – Rowan managed to surprise Obi-Wan with his… surprising presence in his living room.

If Obi-Wan didn’t fear for Anakin’s ire and what it would do to their already strained relationship, Obi-Wan would’ve kicked Rowan out of their quarters faster than Anakin could unfold his lightsaber.

Obi-Wan cared for Anakin’s happiness too much to indulge in such petty fantasies, no matter how good they made him feel afterwards. Rowan made Anakin smile, so Obi-Wan swallowed down the words he wanted to scream and accepted the padawan’s presence in his living room and in his life.

But Anakin not spending the night in his rooms, everything too neat as if to yell at Obi-Wan that it had been a while since his padawan had spent time in there, made him want to forget all the things he had said to himself to turn a blind eye as to what Anakin was doing.

Obi-Wan knew there was… something happening between his padawan and that other youngling, and he had let it happen for too long, if Anakin’s absence was any indication. If Anakin was to be the Jedi meant for the ‘Chosen One’ mantle, he was to be better than anyone else in the Order, and that included Obi-Wan himself.

It was time to cut it from the root, is what he decided to do as he closed Anakin’s door behind him and made his way towards Master Agen’s quarters. 

However, as he raised his fist to knock on the door, a moan and a strong wave of lust hit him outside Agen’s rooms, freezing him in his place as he caught the sound of Anakin’s high pitched voice calling Rowan’s name.

An unpleasant feeling settled inside of him, driving his actions as he opened the door and entered the quarters with the emergency override all Jedi rooms had. Ignoring the smell of the room and the sweaty feeling permeated throughout the living spaces, Obi-Wan blindly grabbed Anakin’s naked form and his discarded robe, dragging his unruly padawan back to their quarters.

In his mind, it was time to course correct where Anakin was concerned.

#obikin #not your only friend au #anakin skywalker #obi-wan kenobi #anakin skywalker x obi wan kenobi #obi wan x anakin #jealous obi wan is jealous #idek what happened #i was aiming for angst #and... this happened

[guccigarantine]

heating pad isn’t enough i need to be boiled

#my shoulder is killing me #idek what happened

[the-foolish-ghoulish]

pain

i spilled some hot tomato soup (aka tomato sauce watered down) on myself and i think i burned myself. I don't even like hot soup!

food hates me i guess

#fml i guess #idek what happened #now i have a stain on my bed that looks like bl00d #tw burns

[asbestieos]

hi guys im b rt ujg sent home brcod im about to faint at wirk 👍

#idek what happened #low blood sugar or lkw blood pressure jts one of the lows #astaposting

[timelessbibliophile]

So I was wrong, they ARE this stupid

#hate this show #hate these writers #idek what happened #i just know r*na kiss #and yeah #i'm so mad a censor feels right #someone shoot me #hsmtmts #portwell #hsmtmts spoilers

[multiplepants]

More Jarogen cause there will never be enough

#idek what happened #ascendance series #jarogen

[mercurialkitty]

Well, shit. I got a "thanks! The post that you flagged is under review."

I have not intentionally flagged anything.

Now I'm wondering who I just insulted accidentally.

#IDEK what happened

[breadsoup00]

Someone I know deactivated while I had unread messages from them and now I can’t read them and it’s going to bother me forever

#Bea rambles #im so sad they deactivated tho #Idek what happened #Cause yesterday they were still active #:((

[irl]

i think i fucked up my eye for like. for real this time. its kinda scary lol

#txt #idek what happened #something flew into my eye while i was outside and now it wont stop watering almost half an hour later despite being thoroughly rinsed #and my astigmatism in that eye is like sooooo much worse than it used to be #abd im seeing double out of it too #yippee

[fandomhopping]

Literally begging y’all!

how does :read more: work?

and how do I fix the issue with the chain link and my au???

#help! lol #idek what happened

[wrong-era]

Yesterday of friend of mine said, "My favourite insult is 'dingus'". And my other friend immediately and very enthusiastically goes, " FINGERSH", like a child saying fingers... It was so adorable but stupid and now I don't know what to do with myself.

And then all three of us imagined the stupid things we would do if we ever got stuck on an island alone, 'dingus' friend was immediately nominated as the one to go mad first, I believe he would assert dominance to the hypothetical baboons, which did fit the narrative. I was nominated as the 'Jack Sparrow' and the 'FINGERSH' friend was nominated as the 'shows varying levels of concern to both of her friends' person.

#idek what happened #when pigs fly

[ghostditto]

hello??? my solitaire glitched out and stacked two kings??? i was still able to finish the game but what???

#solitaire #glitch #solitaire glitch #idek what happened #hey if it works it works #software gore #softwaregore

[vivi-ships]

Sometimes I think about the fact that when I got my lip pierced, for both piercings when they poked through I let out a yelp that sounded suspiciously like a moan and my piercer looked a little too amused by that. Like I'm sure he's used to that especially from first timers but it's been over a year and I'm still embarrassed ab that shit.

#i knew i was a masochist but i didnt expect id do that #idek what happened #vivi 18+ #? #vi's thoughts

[eyeofthechasm]

Hmmdnsnhsb. I wanna draw rn but the thought of drawing rn is like making me want to implode

#got so overstimulated while drawing earlier that i had to nap for three hours???? #idek what happened #*dramatic sigh* maybe tomrorow