#id literally rather be shot dead in the streets than deal with autism meltdown around other people but there is nothing to be done!!

[janebonbon]

So full of emotion I want to fucking explode!!

#autism meltdowns are rare but i get to the teetering edge of one and i want to start chewing on rubber #screaming and crying #but i must be civil i must be kind i must be a gentle being #< said while gritting teeth and dissocating and biting a stim toy #id literally rather be shot dead in the streets than deal with autism meltdown around other people but there is nothing to be done!! #just.... waiting for my headphones to not be dead and i can be a functioning person