#id like to draw stuff of us together again but DRAWING kinda sucks tbh hfdsjk

[1980ssunflower]

bwahh miss eddie tbh

#f/o:🔥jump in the fire🤘 #tape entry circa 1980 #id like to draw stuff of us together again but DRAWING kinda sucks tbh hfdsjk #idk was thinking abt eddie convincing me to play dnd w him and him making me a tee that says 'babies first dnd session' on it HFDJSK #was thinking a bit on our lore too #i havent thought on it very hard or anything but the gist of it i decided on since like i first started liking eddie was like #we were childhood friends but i kinda abandoned him for popularity but we're not like enemies now we're just distant #in season 1+2 my s/i has a more posh look to him to fit in w the popular crowd w like hints of his actual style #(which is just my irl hair metal look // which my parents just said recently they thought my eddie keychain was supposed to be me lol) #post highschool he starts leaning more into that style and is more himself! #hes best friends w steve and works w him and robin at scoops ahooy + the video rental place too #in terms of show accuracy i guess he'd only start getting close to eddie again during season 4 #and 1000% that motherfucker isnt dying cause i will SAVE HIM #ALSO my s/i uses my irl guitar which is a black les paul w the fret inlays being bats! #so because of that tbh i think eddie got his tattoo to match w me 👍 #(since i have the same tattoo lol) #oh and liike i might as well sayy #fairly recently i dreamt of eddie again but didnt want to say anything w how very romantic it was #its funny that every time eddie is in my dreams its always romantic #but we got away from the group to explore something we saw in the distance #and i just remember linking pinkies together and eventually holding hands and how my heart fluttered from that especially #idk why hand holding feels so special w us #but you know whats INSANE #i KISSED him we KISSED #i have NEVER kissed any f/o EVER in my dreams and EDDIE had to fucking be my first f/o dream kiss INSTEAD OF MY HUSBANDS GHDFSJK #UNIVERSEEE IVE BEEN W MY HUSBANDS FOR YEARS NOW CANT YOU PLEASE LET ME KISS THEM FOR THE LOVE OF GODDD HDFSJKL