#ibwould kill for a hole to crawl in rn

[change-the-rules]

I have more than 2 hours left of work and I just can't, a coworker is apparently going around saying he doesn't get paid enough to teach me how to skin flats (a thing I do in fact know how to do) and now im just spiraling

#like this last week has been really hard #bc its been a lotbof stiff ibdont actually know howbto do #minus the flats thankyouverymuch #and i was already feeling kind of down #so this just punched me straight in the rsd and now im spiralling #it also doesnt help that hes been really cool to my fuxking face #and like included me in an invite woth some other ppl for movie night #like this is why i dont fuxking trust ppl #but im too adhfuckingd to just refrain completely from interaction altogether #despite the social anxiety #ibwould kill for a hole to crawl in rn