#i've died a good bunch of times (mostly to falling and bears)

[mira-blue]

hollow knight made me unable to enjoy games unless they were at least on their second-most difficult and bloodborne completely sealed that deal

#let me preface this by saying that there is absolutely nothing wrong with enjoying games at their easiest #i am a HUGE encourager of people playing whatever way they find the most fun #as it happens to be for me now‚ the 'most fun' setting is the one that makes me shake sweat scream throw up etc #i'm playing ghost of tsushima on medium difficulty and while it is fun‚ it's not giving me that RUSH yk #now that i've got the controls down i really want to switch it to hard #not that i'm breezing through it mind you #i've died a good bunch of times (mostly to falling and bears) #but i am definitely much more relaxed. which isn't a BAD thing. i just like to suffer #it really is funny because this is such a far cry from 2019 me who played the entirety of horizon on story mode #now i want my ass kicked. i want to bleed. i want to be so tense i get cramps #i <3 video games #also unrelated but i think bloodborne might be the first game i'll ever platinum #bloodborne #hollow knight #mirambles