#i've analyzed this and she's really among the biggest influences across my entire life

[mormorando]

i try not to romanticize and not get weirdly obsessed with the people in my life but it gets harder and harder everyday

#SHE'S FUCKING MOVING TO MY CITY!!!! SHE REALLY IS!!!!!!!!!!! #AND I DON'T MEAN HER FAMILY IS. NO. SHE IS BUYING AN APARTMENT AND DRIVING ALL THE WAY HERE TO LIVE HERE #fuck #it's so surreal that w be this close #i would genuinely be nowhere near the person i am today if not for her #i mean it i really do #i've analyzed this and she's really among the biggest influences across my entire life #and she will just live here! fuck #she said she wants to spend my birthday with me and get shitfaced together and all #and i can't stop thinking of randomly coming over to each other or her picking me up from school because she has a license now and i know #she would!!!! #hell i could sleep at her place and then go to school from there #i am so strangely obsessed with the people who are important to me it's almost concerning #but. uh. yeah #i'm a softie at heart i really fucking am and to a weird degree #you just have to be in my life for ling enough and refuse to abandon me even as i'm trying to make you do that #to really experience it for yourself #but oh man it's all downhill from there #it feels like i'm almost in love with her in a platonic sense #goddd #she will be here. there's less than a month. god #anyway i'm gonna tag this as #beautiful and calm‚ but willing to draw blood in her defense #that's the quote tag for her #anyway #mine