#i'm writing sm chan atm but i can't stop

[skzddicted]

you drew stars around my scars, but now i’m bleeding

chan x gn!reader

wc: 353

genre: angst angst angst heheheh (but hopeful ending??me thinks??), ex bf!chan

warnings: angst (:D), cursing (once), mentions of scars/wounds (metaphorically)  

a/n: i love angst c: +cardigan by taylor has me in a choke hold atm xcjhdfhfg anyways i will be making a pt.2 bc i simply cannot live knowing i made anyone suffer an angsty open ending and i need it for myself as well!! :)

edit: uhhh ik i said i was gonna make a pt 2 but i don’t think i’m going to anymore👍🏻

song rec: cardigan-taylor swift (dolby atmos stems ver)

the strong arms wrapped around you made you feel safe as you cried into your boyfriend’s chest. he rocked the both of you back and forth whispering reassuring words every now and then to let you know that he’s right there, always. your day had been terrible, you felt like everything came crashing down on you that day, like every almost healed wound was being ripped open all over again. but chan was there. he was there to protect you from it all in every way he could. he would take all your pain, would give you a safe space to let it all out. it’s like he healed all your wounds and drew stars around the scars that were left.

more tears rolled down your cheeks as the memory flashed through your mind. it was exactly a year ago; he had brought you to this little bench in front of a lake, somewhat hidden behind some bushes.

it was the place he’d come to and look at the moon and stars when he was feeling under the weather.

now you were here, crying again, feeling like your whole world was crashing down around you, once again; but this time you didn’t have chan there to protect you, you were all alone. 

you missed him. you missed him so fucking much. losing him was like losing your home; he was your light in the dark, the one that made it all worth it. without him everything became so much harder, nothing was right anymore.

and the worst of it all?

you never got any explanation as to why he left. it all happened so suddenly, the only thing he told you was that ‘it was for the best’ which made absolutely zero sense to you, so you assumed he stopped loving you, that you were too much to handle and he got tired of you but just tried to put it in the least painful way possible to not hurt you. 

little did you know chan was sitting on the other bench that was near but out of your sight, missing you just as much.

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