#i'm so relievedddd i got so anxious but it seems they're rlly happy abt yk

[noxtivagus]

i made a new friend who likes ff today hehe

#🌙.rambles #YEAH I DMED THAT GUY #i'm so relievedddd i got so anxious but it seems they're rlly happy abt yk #they like sm final fantasies 🥺 #IM IN SUCH A GOOD MOOD RN ! I LOVE MY FRIENDS #OLD FRIENDS N NEW GODDAMN I LOVE THEM ALL SO MUCH #guys i'm like in a sappy mood rn i'm tired but i wna show all my affection #i wna do more for my online friends tho >:c ily guys so so much #ANOTHER TIME BCS I STILL HAVE OTHER STUFF TO DO BUT #i'm like rlly in a good mood rn. #SORRY DUDE I SEND LONG MESSAGES THO BUT YEAH #so happy to have made a new friend today. IM LIKE SO HAPPY #I TELL YOU WNVR I MAKE NEW FRIENDS I SRS GET SO GIDDY AAAAA 😭😭 #it warms my heart n life is great n my life is changed n i'll rmb you forever yk? #okay i'm still anxious but #FUCK ANXIETY 💀 yolo ig #n if you can't handle me n if i'm too much then maybe we're just not meant to be yk? #.. sorry that sounds inherently romantic bcs of the phrasing but i mean everything like everything platonically #i think at least. i wldn't admit if it's otherwise but yk when i phrase things like that it's srs just platonic #i want to regrets so recently i've been stepping out of my comfort zone a bit. not too much but yeah yk c: #n i'm proud of it honestly. still a long ways to go but life's a journey after all n i'll enjoy myself #one step one scenery one trudge at a time 🤍 #laughed sm today bcs of my friends n then w the cats hehe THEY WERE PLAYING W THE BIRD 😭😭 #n i love spending time w my family too n IDK IM JUST RLLY IN A GOOD MOOD RN #school asap so i can resub n. i finally played gbf again today yk? n ak too n yhhhh c: #i'll be productive rn but this rlly feels so lovely yk. n then i have motivation n inspo too n #it doesn't usually last very long but it always returns n i think it's lovely.