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myoddessy · 1 year

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bbgggg 😩😩😩 i got asked to do a fic for simon about him and reader babysitting olive ages ago and i really want to write it! but the inspo is slippin!!! 🍪 think you could do a lil HC for me i could base it on? help get it back in the works?! be my inspo?! 🥹👉🏼👈🏼 i cannot think of a thinggggg without repeating myself xx

if not, literally do not worry!! i just thought you’d be perfect for coming up w/ cute lil scenarios !! 🫶🏼😙

omg of course!! I am a Simon lover until I die. hope u like it babe 💞💞💞

the first thing that came to my mind was the intense baby fever you'd be getting because our boy is so lanky and baby olive just looks so small curled up in his arms and ugh!!! him!!

I feel like it would take him a bit of time to properly warm up to the whole role of caretaker while babysitting—not because he's afraid, okay maybe he's a bit afraid, but mostly because of how ecstatic you were when faith asked you both to mind olive, he didn't want to get in the way of your plans

once he does warm up to her, and once she warms up to him because I can def imagine her clinging onto you and not really wanting to be passed to Simon (he'd start to get a bit jealous bcs he suddenly really wants to hold her), they would be inseparable! he'd be so good with her, I just know it

as much as he loves you and olive, he doesn't love either of you enough to take on the job of changing her nappy, that's for you and you only I'm afraid 💔

okay but imagine if you're babysitting the day after he had to pull an all-nighter for some video and he ends up falling asleep on the couch with olive asleep on his chest!! the way you'd nearly start crying on the spot. Instagram and every group chat known to man saw the pictures you took in that moment at least a thousand times

this isn't really centered around Simon but I can see faith having planned you both to babysit pretty early in olive's life so that you'd get baby fever too and you'd end up having a kid too 😭 so I just know she'd be doing a little celebration whenever you take her an update, clinging onto ethan's arm and shaking him "She's becoming one of us!!!!!"

if you're a youtuber/content creator, you'd definitely make a video about the experience and while you'd want to make the thumbnail and title sweet, Simon would peer pressure you into over the top clickbait.

WE MINDED BABY BEHZ, GONE WRONG!! *insert thumbnail of a baby doll being flung off a roof*

comments on the video call you a milf and Simon likes them and you trend on twitter for a little bit while people speculate on if you're actually pregnant

I feel like Simon would've gone in with the intent of working you down from your baby fever but the second you sat in the car on the way home he's like "wouldn't it be so funny if we had a kid?" 👀 sideyeing you the whole time for your reaction

both of your lockscreens are now pictures of the two of you and olive

overall, 10/10 babysitters and faith will be conta ting you anytime she needs someone to mind the baby

#eden's 2k tea party 💞#miniminter #miniminter x reader #miniminter x y/n #miniminter x you #sidemen imagine #the sidemen #the sidemen x reader #sidemen x reader #sidemen #wroetoshaw #w2s #behzinga #ksi #tobjizzle #zerkaa

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jakelcckley · 2 years

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Okay, but what kind of arguments would the reader and Steven have?? I always see fics about fights with Jake or Marc, but never Steven 🤔

TO BE WORTHY OF YOU

Another steven grant request! Okay so i wrote a little fic about it, and this is about the reader and steven having their little fight. I apologize if this comes a little late and also for the terrible grammar. 🥹🫶🏼 Thank you for reading, I hope you liked it!

pairing: steven grant x reader

Word count: almost 1.6K

Steven entered the flat and you watched him intently from the couch that you are sitting on for hours now; your mind was a mess the entire time. There have been no any kinds of greeting from him, not even a kiss on your cheek, his sweet endearments, nothing of those. He just went straight right to the kitchen, and the flat made you feel empty even if there were two of you in it.

Steven was avoiding you for almost two weeks now and you couldn’t bear anymore this silent treatment that he’s giving you. He would only pass by you like you're some kind of drywall, or he would front early in the morning to leave the flat before you could wake up and let Marc take over once he got home for the rest of the night. Even Jake is getting frustrated with fronting more than his usual quota (not that he doesn't love spending time with you, he's mad at Steven for putting you through whatever this is).

(”Steven...” Marc trailed off as he treads his finger on your hair. You are using his lap as a pillow and you immediately looked up at him when he mentioned Steven's name, “Steven doesn't speak to us anymore. He’s refusing to talk, y/n. You and I fully know well how you could only bring him back.”

“He’s blocking us out, mi amor,” Jake blurted out one night when he invited you to drive around the city using his cab. His one hand is gripping your thigh and the weight of his hand serves as an anchor to your thoughts. “We couldn’t see anything, and Vato’s getting major at it.”)

The thing is, steven was the first one to avoid you. You expressed your worries about him taking extra hours in his new job, which caused Steven to arrive home late every night. With him pulling extra hours at the firm, Steven started missing dinners because he prefers to rest instead nowadays causing him to not eat properly. The bags under his eyes are only getting darker and darker. Steven doesn't say it, but you can tell that he's already tired, and the exhaustion is also taking a toll on Marc and Jake with their duties, especially whenever Khonshu is calling for them on a mission. You are worried that their health would collapse at the time that they least expect it.

You couldn’t sleep at the thought of your loved ones leaving you over and over again. You don't know what will you do if you lose another person who’s dear and close to your heart.

To save them all from this, you decided that you will end this tonight.

"Steven," You called out to him and turns the television off. The television is just an excuse for you to stare emptily in a distance. "We need to talk."

“I-I’m tired love, I can’t do this right now.” Steven quietly says from the kitchen. His back is turned and you felt a stab in your heart when he doesn't want to look at you.

"No, I'm not taking that as an answer, Steven." Your voice rose in annoyance, "You need to stop doing this! Everything is getting worse and it's like I don't know who you are right now. You might be avoiding me, but I can tell that you are exhausted for days now, Steven. Marc and Jake couldn't--,"

"There it is," Steven cuts you off before turning around to face you, his eyes are dark and his eyebrows are pinched together furiously and his face is red with suppressed anger, "This whole caring thing, this is just about Marc and Jake yeah?"

You froze at his words, "What do you mean?"

“You know very well what I mean,” Steven spat angrily. He was never this angry at you. “It’s because they had it more, yeah? Compare to me, I’m just a twat who doesn’t have anything that could satisfy you, right? It’s what this whole thing is about. Steven is just a useless twat.”

You couldn’t believe what Steven was saying just now. But you knew that there was a reason why he is like this.

“Steven, I have never saw you anything like that.”

Steven smiled, but it didn't quite reach his eyes. It is as if he's mocking you. "Right," He said bitterly before turning his back once again. Steven walked off to his study table to unload his bag, "Marc or Jake will be here anytime now. You don't have to worry about me anymore."

With his words, you started fitting all of the puzzle pieces altogether until you finally formed an answer to all this.

After a few seconds, you cautiously walked closer to Steven who was standing motionless by his study table. Carefully, you wrapped your arms around his waist and rests your face against his clothed back. You started breathing Steven in. Finally. You missed hugging him, kissing him, being surrounded by him and of course, everything about Steven.

You heard him let out a deep sigh and felt Steven’s tense shoulders slowly slouching down as if the invisible weight on his shoulders is finally melting away. After a minute of hugging him from behind, Steven turns to face you, but this time with no traces of anger and jealousy on his face. Only the Steven that you knew. Your arms are still wrapped around him and your hands are clutched firmly together behind him. You are sending him a message that you're not going to let him go this time.

"Hi," You greeted him with a soft smile, "Let's talk about it properly this time, alright?"

After a beat, Steven finally nodded and you dragged him to the couch before pulling him down to sit beside you. You cupped his face in your palms and traced his cheekbones. He looked helpless and vulnerable, and this causes you to do it first. You slowly leaned in and presses your lips onto his. Your heart skipped a beat when he immediately responded by meeting you in-between and his hands reaching up automatically to touch your face. You parted your lips and Steven slid his tongue to meet yours before he sucked gently, and the action causes you to emit a soft sound on the back of your throat. Both of you became one by consuming each other sensually after weeks of no kind of interaction.

You missed Steven so much that it pains you to pull away and he chased the ghost of your lips like he still needs more. You reminded yourself that you still need to resolve one thing tonight. You smiled softly and removed the stray curls on his forehead. You rested your forehead against his and stared deeply at his brown eyes.

"Talk to me, Steven Grant."

And finally, Steven did.

Steven started feeling “useless”. He felt like he was just a man in the body who happens to have zero skills at anything. He claimed that he is clumsy, he stutters whenever he’s nervous, he lacks the confidence that Marc and Jake have and he’s got nothing to offer. He became insecure about what he has compared to Marc and Jake: Steven doesn’t have any prior knowledge of fighting, and he fears that one day, Steven might cause damage to you if he didn’t do anything right. He fears that he wouldn’t be able to save you from any harm and that Marc and Jake will blame him for losing you. He loathes himself so much that someone like Steven started thinking that he doesn’t deserve anything, especially you.

So, he did his best to help through another thing, which could be only achieved by persevering in his new work. His new boss is leading him by saying that Steve will get his promotion in no time if Steven can finish all of the dickhead’s backlogs and it should be done before the day ends. If Steven got the promotion, then he would be able to take care of you better and provide you with all of your needs, wants, and most importantly protection.

“Steven,” you stopped him, and he immediately shuts up. his head hangs low in embarrassment, and you hook your finger in his chin up to make eye contact with him. “You know that I love you alright? I love you all equally. I love you as much as I love Marc and Jake. And You are not useless.”

“but—"

“No buts!” you interrupted him, “You are incredibly smart and you, Steven Grant, have everything to offer. If it’s not because of your knowledge about Egypt's history, then we wouldn’t be able to discover where Ammit’s ushabti lies. You helped on beating Harrow and his men, and you were there too when we won the whole thing. You’re giving yourself far less credit just because you think that Marc and Jake are superior when it comes to fighting but the truth is, we would not be here, alive and talking in our flat because of you.”

You cupped his face between your hands. “I love you, Steven Grant. I love you all. You three will never lose me. You don’t have to worry about me because I will always be safe and content with everything that we have in our flat and in this world, only if I am with all three of you here in one piece.”

Before you could even finish your sentence, Steven pulled you into an embrace. You can feel him tightening his arms around you in an almost protective way.

“Fuck, I’m such a twat,” Steven cursed and you could feel his heart hammering against his chest, “I’m sorry, love. I’m sorry for ignoring you for weeks, making you worry and also for hurting you. I promise I will make it up to you, I’ll do better than being such a mindless twat,”

“Well then,” You lifted your head away from his chest while still embracing him, you look up at him with a suggestive smirk and a glint in your eyes. You trail your fingers on the outline of his bicep through his black button-up shirt, “Steven Grant, what are you suggesting to make up for your two weeks of ignoring me?”

Steven’s eyes glazed at the suggestion and his pupils are already blown wide, “I have a lot of things in my mind, darling,” He whispered and his voice rough with lust, “We will need the whole night to do all of it.”

You capture his lips with yours and twine your fingers at his curls, both of you are chasing each other hungrily full of passion and yearning. You want him to be closer to you, to feel him inside you, to do all of the things that he has in his mind. You bit his bottom lip hard and it made him groan.

“Good thing baby,” you panted against his lips, “You have the rest of my life.”

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onlyswan · 5 months

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omg my babyy, is your ankle okay?? 🥺

Ikr!!! Bamie really ended up with the right person 🩷 btw it'll be so funny if jungkook is gonna open an insta account for his baby 😆😭

Tbh i'm not too eager to find out what these 18 months are gonna feel likr....

I knoww, i've been thinking about this too 😞 like, sometimes i feel bad for crying and feeling so hopeless when they're the one doing all the hard work.. and just think how many times jk said "i missed you so I turned on the live" and he can't do that now 💔 We can't see each other physically but I hope we can help them with our words at least. I mean, we already know they're among us on sm and they see our stuff.

Sometimes I'm worried that we've been relying too much on them but I hope it doesn't become a burden for them rn. they already have a lot to worry about..

I just want them to be safe and for the time to pass quickly so they can return home ❤️‍🩹

- 🐧

i’m okay (???) i can walk it just feels uncomfortable ☹️

it would be soooo funny and cute 🥹🥹🥹 jungkook please give me all the photos of baby bam wearing his cute little clothes 🫶🏼 i’d give you a kiss for each one

omg yes exactly </3 they always go live when they miss us :( like jimin making legos too just to spend time with us i’m gonna cri

they’re obviously trying to stay strong for us but being forcefully ripped away from your loved ones and your career for almost two years is so heartbreaking and i wholeheartedly hope they stay healthy mentally emotionally and physically during that time :( my babiessss i want to give them all hugs 😭🫂

#art’s post office ☁️#🐧 anonie

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boba-beom · 5 months

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🥺🫶 you have always been the dearest! for christmas I'll spend time with my family at my grandma's house! she's been struggling A LOT with parkinson lately, and even if she is getting a little bit harder to deal with, we all wanna be around her for this special time :/

i guess everything is okay now; if not okay, at least better than before 🥹 i feel very grateful for getting so far without giving up for real, thank God! thanks for asking, sweets 🩷 it's been a very very busy year, but I'm glad now

hbu??? what are your plans for christmas and how are you feeling these days, smiles dear?

you're literally the sweetest and make me feel so loved 🫶🏼 I get that and I think that's honestly so sweet and I'm sure your grandma appreciates everything you and your family do for her, even gathering and spending this time together 🥰

whatever it may be, I'm proud of you for getting through it! we will always manage to surprise ourselves and if the you from a few months ago was to see where you're at now, I'm sure you would be so proud too <3 always give yourself credit where its due!! I'm always rooting for you and everything you do!!

for christmas it seems like a chill one with the family and our close family friends, we usually go all out and celebrate on christmas eve and then christmas day we just watch christmas movies or do a karaoke, and eat the left over food from the day before! these days I've been experiencing a range of emotions lmao I just hope this boy situation works out because, I know I tend to say this, but I was really starting to like him. I just hope we're just bad at messaging each other bc we hit it off so well in person, I could've spoken to him for hours 🥹 but thank you for asking too lovely!! ahhh I just can't get over the fact that you're here again, I missed you loads 🫂

#analu ᡣ𐭩 #iggynor ♡#[ 🪴 ] — asks.#[ 🧸 ] — mutuals.#[ 🥮 ] — smiles rambles.

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bbyquokka · 1 year

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Oh nooo I didn't want to make you cry 😭 (I'm glad they are happy tears but still)

I'm happy that you liked my message, I feel like I was rambling so much lol but honestly I'm going through a very hard time in my life right now, and reading fics like yours is one of the highlights of my day, so I thought that the least I could do is letting you know 🫶🏼

I'm already rambling again, sorry, but yayyy I'm so excited to read more about innie 😍 (but ofc I'll read everything you post 💞)

- 🍒 (sorry I just assumed you had an anon list, hope that was okay, it's an honor to be the first 🥹)

im sorry you're having a hard time rn, i hope you find comfort in my fics. just know there are better days to come and if you need anything, such as someone to talk to or vent to, send me a message anytime, whether on anon or not. my messages are always open! 🖤

dont be sorry for the rambles, idm!! ramble all you want, hehe !! but, ofc, i havent forgotten about baby bread. i know my m.list for him looks bare rn, but i do plan on writing more for him ;c

#🍒 anon — ‹3 #letters — 💌

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fwacchi · 1 year

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HI EVE I LOVE THE THEME CHANGE SO MUCH 💙💙

My heart is still not over Axia but HAHA HEY NEW EN WAVE AMIRITE

XSOLEIL is so cute but kinda wish Hex didnt strain his voice 🥹 He's doing what Fulgur used to do, straining a deep voice. You can hear it pretty obviously in his teaser line & in his singing, the difference plus the strain.

I really hope he let's up on that after debut and gives his voice some good TLC 😭

In other news, when I see XSOLEIL, all I see is Hypmic (design) and Paradox Live (vibes/aesthetics)

Hex = Rosho

Doppio = Doppo

Meloco = Otome

LOL but their MV dropped + song is out on spotify. A whole bop. I was surprised they didn't incorporate any japanese considering the only other song that was full English was DCL

AND AND AND ALSO KAGAMI SHACHO BEING THE PROUDEST OLDER BROTHER MOMENT?! ON THE DAY OF XSOLEIL TEASER, HE MADE SUCH A CUTE TWEET!!

(I can't attach pictures but I can ctrl c ctrl v his tweet and do a rough translation of the tweet. My nihongo is yabai desu HAHAHA)

"皆さま、こんばんは🏢🌙

弟が出来た気配がして嬉しい加賀美です(デビューおめでとうございます！)😌

本日は、恐れ入りますが配信をお休みさせて頂きます！

明日夜は配信予定ですのでよろしくお願い致します！！"

"Good evening everyone

I, Kagami Hayato, am happy to have a little brother (Congratulations on your debut)

I apologise for the inconvenience but there won't be a stream today. Stream will be resumed tomorrow so I hope you look forward to it!"

HIS TWEET IS SO CUTE IM CRYING SJXNXNS

Ah in other news, I hope the other anon (was it dango anon?) dont mind me replying but I think a new wave actually makes it harder to choose a favourite?

Because you won't have much to base off on. And because EN is unhinged HAHAHAHA

In my own opinion at the very least, it's actually easier to pick someone randomly. What I did, was to choose a game/stream I liked (for e.g, how I knew Axia was because Pokemon, Vox because Fnaf. Things like that)

You can browse to see if they have something you like, watch a vod or two from there and then slowly branch out! Because at least for Wave 1 - 6 now, they have had a variety of content to choose to start from so it's much easier to pick out a 'favourite'. You don't even have to just choose one because god knows how chaotic EN is HAHAHA

Of course, this is only my opinion so feel free to take that with a grain of salt!

Okay it is 1am as of now I should really go sleep because I have work in a few hours HAHAHA IM SORRY IT'S ANOTHER LONG ONE TODAY EVE

DONT FORGET TO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF!! DRINK LOTS OF WATER, EAT REGULARLY AND TAKE BREAKS WHEN NEEDED LOVE YOU TAKE CARE

- 🌸

(kinda unrelated to what i've been rambling but thinking about Axia and how he failed 5 times before joining Niji makes me more motivated to try joining. (I've applied like 3 times and failed but I'm not discouraged!!) It's a dream I'm willing to chase! I swear in the future if

Or i guess I should say when because i'm gonna make it happen, but when i get in, I hope you know I'm still going to be stalking your blog Eve because I am a fangirl and will still simp. Also because anonymity got me so I can simp in peace 🥲)

THANK YOUUU🫶🏼

i was taken aback by Hex's voice too pslsjckslc

AND KAGAMI PLSHQIXOD HE'S SO PRECIOUS I'M GLAD HE'S GOT A BROTHER NOW 🥹

omg am i talking to a future vtuber? now I'm nervous HAHAHA if u ever become a vtuber pls don't expose my blogs to the other vtubers 👩🏽‍🦯

#asks for fwacchi #— from 🌸 anon

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