#i’ve been having SO many complex complicated thoughts lately about big topics™️

[oncominggstorm]

Y’all ever wish you could just take a vacation from thinking for a while?

#i’ve been having SO many complex complicated thoughts lately about big topics™️ #like about unmasking my autism & trying to figure out what’s actually me/what I actually like/who I actually am #vs what was just part of the mask #and also (to my great surprise) been having complicated & confusing thoughts™️ about my gender & sexuality? #went 32 years barely thinking about it & then out of the blue this week I’m like uhhhh #also lots of thoughts about work/whether I should go back after my medical leave or just quit #& about how capitalism affects disability etc #and it’s just EXHAUSTING #i want my brain to SHUT UP for a bit and let me rest #i am TIRED #also I dont really have anyone I can talk to to work through all this #and journaling has always been challenging/overwhelming for me #sooooo I’m just stuck with all these big thoughts™️ rattling around in my brain with nowhere to go