#i’m a bit of the way into chapter 6 i literally cannot handle this 😭

[arthur-kilgore]

Overcome with consumption but it’s the arthur morgan variant instead of the tuberculosis kind

#i’m a bit of the way into chapter 6 i literally cannot handle this 😭 #cm plays #rdr2 #arthur morgan #i’m very fond of him as a character in general but man something about the dyinf of TB trope in westerns just really gets to me #i mean it makes sense given that i have my own lung condition #granted it’s well managed now but i know how it feels to cough so hard you make yourself sick. to not be able to get enough air #to cough up blood and to not have the energy to do anything but having to push through anyway. not knowing how thing will turn out #and the fucked up thing is i have my miracle drug now!!! i’ve always had treatments and medications to get through those scary health times #and these cowboys don’t!!! doc holliday didn’t and arthur morgan doesn’t 😭 #arthur can’t even afford the luxury of resting in a warm dry environment because of all this gang bullshit and dutch and micah keep #making it worse can they just split off before things get worse 😭 #(i know they’re still going to get worse i hate it and i can’t stop playing)