#i wub him.... every day i realize once again just how intense and omnipresent my abandonment issues feel </3

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whyyyy. anyway.

#was rereading the shirtless murder comic earlier and 😍 i love when he's a cruel ruthless monster #with deep seated/seeded issues ❤❤❤❤ he's so special to me... #oy!! the him of it all.... the tar.kin novel is my personal unintentionally self fulfilling prophecy <333 jsyk. #we're the same guy we're complete opposites etc. i need to kiss him on the mouth. #haha thinking about how fucked up his childhood was.... Wow. #it just. amazes me sometimes how much i relate to him ya know. #oy (dazed) ... the we. of it all. the duality of man. we're a janus figure btw #< saying shit but it's true. two headed beast of a man (us) #i wub him.... every day i realize once again just how intense and omnipresent my abandonment issues feel </3 #like. Holy Fuck your puppy (me) is like Fucked Up dude (directed at myself) #kissing my man with tongue rn.... our shared trauma.... our similar trauma.... power couple (same guy) #holding him to hold myself. kissing him. mwah. btw. his scars 😍 running my hands over them as we speak #keeping him close to me... special guy #ellie rambles about stuff #he spun the stars on his fingernails (tag)