#i wouldnt necessarily say gnc but i think she would be by japanese standards

[puppygirldanhowell]

ray and emma are t4t to ME

#i need u guys to see my vision.... romantic or otherwise do you see!!!! #i wanna draw them trading gf uniforms as kids sooo bad but i am not the best at clothes #or bodies #ill get there #there is just something sooo much more special about them when theyre trans #its comforting with ray obviously bc projection but also w emma #which is not common for me #but jts healing to think about her finding peace and joy in femininity while still not being the most feminine girl on earth or whatever #i wouldnt necessarily say gnc but i think she would be by japanese standards #but no yeah anyways uh #i just love trans love so much #i love that trans women can find peace and joy in the things i hate about myself i love diverse human experience i love when people are #themselves and i love when that means they arent always what you expect #ok anyways #just been hella struggling w the dysphoria tonight so im trying to look at the positives abajhw #ray is so easy to project all the shitty parts onto. but emma reminds me of the good moments. for whatever reason #rayemma #ash is mentally ill #tpn