#i wont msg ppl first bc i think i have nothing to say. i dont want to bother anyone w my presence LOL. i leave ppl on read constantly

[ackee]

did you guys know if you talk to people they will talk to you? just thought that was interesting..

#i realize bc of my childhood i sabotage myself in my adulthood now.. #for example if someone msgs me first i will not talk very long. like putting aside Forgetting i just think im not interesting or worth it #i wont msg ppl first bc i think i have nothing to say. i dont want to bother anyone w my presence LOL. i leave ppl on read constantly #but recently ive been playing a game w myself to make other people leave Me on read. if they do it i 'win' #and now i feel like im opening up more.. making more friends.. just by idk. remembering i have worth and something to say i guess #its nice.. #txt