#i wish i recited more actually bcs i have a lot of insight to share

[noxtivagus]

perdev is now my favorite subject bcs these are literally the things i write to myself everyday

#🌙.rambles #i feel well again. maybe hearing the words from someone else is all i needed and wanted #i think i'm gna recite a lot in class this year aha #fr tho i really think n write this sort of stuff to myself a lot >< #i know i'm rather mature. i love myself. genuinely at the end of the day i will always choose kindness and love #it's kinda like drk tho bcs i also have quite the dark side #i wish i recited more actually bcs i have a lot of insight to share #my teacher read out all the things i put in the chatbox actually now that i think about it #i know i'm really proud of myself though. i know i'm self-aware #could always be better ofc n i still have a long way to go and a lot more to learn but i really am proud of all that i have accomplished. #this feels so good. i always love this level of peace. this kindness and gentleness i allow and accept for myself #i want perdev all day this is literally the topic i love the most #today WILL be the day i read a book again. and properly write #i can't believe it oh god but i really knew that #i really just want to hear and share it. to speak and be listened to. #my love and curiosity and passion for learning is endless timeless and boundless #i'll write and wander forever and ever. that's alright. even if i'm lost it's not like i need a destination all the time. #i'll forge my own paths. #there's still always this constant persisting pain and ache but that's alright #i really just want to continue writing and learning. i want to understand everything #i feel like rambling again rn but #classes nearly done for the day oh god i'm sleepy #2 hours of sleep 😭😭 i'll nap later #today's been a good day so far though. i'll be productive as well later on. i will definitely keep this up