#i wish i had a dedicated workspace augh

[krembearry]

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#hey g its me #dude i am forever caught in a loop of i need to work i need to draw i need to write my stories i need to be making something #i spend so much time just sitting here and not moving and my head hurts #if i'm working i'm not spending time with the things i love #if i spend time with the things i love i cant make enough money #capitalism is a cancer #i wish i knew how to make a wider audience care about my shit enough it would be worth it to work on as a living #instead i am just sitting here again! motionless and frozen by needing to make a choice #both of which are on complete opposite spectrums but both need to be done #though like. my art DOESNT need to be done but work DOES #augh i miss having a job i would physically go to but nothing is close enough to safely walk and we live on a gravel road #cant scooter there #i keep thinking oh well if we could just be living on our own but i can barely make the rent here #the things i'd do to have a roommate we could trust #i wish i had a dedicated workspace augh #this is so much venting sorry...