#i was just meant for lktwt huh...

[gogysastrologer]

i found this old rant of mine back in early october. this was before i was even lurking on lktwt i think. i remember one night on tumblr there was a blog talking about dnf but like, more deeply and realistically unlike others that i’ve seen, and i decided to pop in their inbox and talk about it (on anon of course), in a really long rant. the person replied, and said i should post it on my own account. i think they deleted the post because i cant find it now. but.. i guess i copied and pasted it on my notes app, and now after two months i read it back again. i think it honestly still holds true to what i think now. i want to share that rant with you guys! the rant will be under the cut, if you want to read it! :)

RANT FROM EARLY OCTOBER:

“If we look at this from a really realistic stance. You are possibly right! Maybe George doesn't feel uncomfortable with this... for now. This is just my personal theory. And I think it's an interesting one. I feel like, once (IF) he gets into some serious relationship, with someone other than Dream, he will wanna stop or at least SLOW DOWN the DNF hype. But could be possibly afraid to because of how big DNF has gotten. He's 24 going into 25 just next month! We can't just sit here and pretend that there isn't a possibility of him being in some committed relationship in the future.

I am a person who thinks about the future quite a bit. It wouldn't surprise me, if right now George possibly thinks, "Oh no, this is nothing/this won't effect me mentally in the future!" But then it starts to. I mean, we've seen ships going too far, so many times. There are literally so many examples of how over excessive shipping, can really hurt a person in the long run.

I say all of this, with massive care for George. He keeps a lot to himself, and I respect him out of everyone in the DSMP the most on how he handles his fame and controversies the most. But it wouldn't surprise me as well, if there is a small part of him, that doesn't really like the over excessiveness, even now. I mean, DNF interactions, compared to really early ones (2020 specifically) have changed so much in my opinion. It seems that Dream or his friends are the ones that start off the DNF moment now, with George following along sometimes. And even then the recent DNF moments are quite small compared to how they once were. They seemed more, in your face, about it, back then? And George seemed to play along with it way more then now? Maybe it's just me, I mean I haven't watched like every stream with them, so I could be wrong there.

I think this conversation is really interesting, and the more I think about it, the more kind of eye opening it is. I've always been real interested in George as a person honestly. Studying how he reacts to things, some patterns I've seen when someone mentions DNF (Like I SWEAR TO GOD I remember on a CS:GO stream in July with Sapnap, someone donated to him with "DNF" in their user and he very clearly purposely didn't read the name that time, but he read every other ones? Then again, that could've been him trying to prevent DNF spam in his chat...) It just seems he tries to downplay it now compared to before, at least on camera. 

I'm sure he probably goes ham with DNF behind the scenes, or just his friends in general ("You can suck on my chicken bone" ring a bell?). But I wonder... is it because it's gotten too much for him a bit now? With the audience? Thing is we can never really know, given how much secretive this man is. But I think it's at least an interesting thing to think about. Y'know? And I know this had a lack of Dream mention, but that's because I genuinely don't sense that Dream minds DNF at all, we all know he panders to DNF like no tomorrow. Plus Dream seems more open about his feelings rather than George and that's why I'm focusing on him in here. 

I sense George is a type of person where even if he had an issue with something (regarding friends, or people he's close with) he wouldn't speak up about it, and try to disregard it. To keep the peace, y'know? I know this is kinda deep but I sense it. AND ONCE AGAIN I COULD BE WRONG HERE COMPLETELY WRONG IN FACT! TAKE OF THIS ALL WITH SUCH BIG LAYERS OF SALT! I DONT KNOW GEORGE NOR AM I CLAIMING TO KNOW HIM THIS IS JUST WHAT I'VE SENSED FROM STUDYING HIM! He's just so interesting to me. 

OK rant over. I am so sorry this is so fucking long, but I hope you can sense where I am coming from! Excited to hear from you soon! - anon”

#this was super intresting reading back #even then i knew something was up 😩 #the person who replied i think didnt want to look too deep into it #because they probably felt weird or invasive #i was just meant for lktwt huh... #what do u guys think? im curious #you guys know im always curious on what you have to say #you could say poop and i'd be like interesting #ily guys srryyyyy #ok thats it i just like talking in the tags a lot im sorry haha #astro.talks #astros.theories #grg #gnf #dnf