#i wanted to look at eichi writing the story without going on tangents

[mihai-florescu]

#i like doing 'web weaves' where its just different enstars stories #and i like going back to blackbird...everything goes back to blackbird #i couldve added more. the bit about wataru helping eichi and then eichi thinking that now that the tale is over wataru will leave him #and hes thinking about keito who was his first cowriter and friend and savior really. who dreamt with him #and wataru walks in and remarks that eichi is thinking about someone else. because eichi thinks wataru has moved on from him #but then the point of the post gets lost. i didnt want to look at keito and wataru as eichis partners in crime (coauthors) #i wanted to look at eichi writing the story without going on tangents #but i fear i have in the tags already hummm #yes i caught the thought again. eichi who is ready to write a happy ending for everyone for after he dies relearning how much he wants to #live as the story unfolds. that by the end of the story he asks keito in his head to continue being idols #well. he wants to live and hes holding onto this thought to drive away the thoughts of despair and being abandoned #i just think theyre all neat:)