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#i wanted to do more steamy words but... the spice left me... idk why
starlitwhispers · 3 months
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for you hesitate to love me 1500 words, lime/mochi for @musubiki a/n: girly this is homework, tell me what i did bad so i can write them better
He said, “We’re no longer kids, Moch.” 
He said this, after breaking the news. Like a crystal ball dropped to the ground, shattering into a million pieces – those pieces being the words laid across the floor – sharp, deadly to the touch, drawing a line between them. She wasn’t quite too sure what to say in reply and as she struggled to find the words, her voice faltered and his expression remained the same. 
The tip of his sneaker toed the ground as his head hung down. He was waiting for a response. And a response, he didn’t receive. After a couple minutes painstakingly passed, he rubbed the back of his neck in frustration and sighed. His frustration was not with her, no – he could never find fault with her. His anger and discontent lay solely with the situation as it was not his ideal. It was not his ideal… but it was his answer. 
She watched as he turned his back to her and walked away. The moment he left her line of sight, he wouldn’t be the same person she knew. The same person she loved. In the worst way, he was off to become someone she could not trust, quite possibly her enemy. In the easiest way, as she told herself to ease her aching heart, he would return to her. It was fine, anyway, because she had decided her own path as well – without telling him in the first place. 
But when she turned her back to his, her heart began to ache. When would they see each other again? The young witch had been sure, very sure, when she returned, he would be there waiting. Time had progressed for her on her own journey, a metamorphosis through magic and growth. And when she returned, he wasn’t there waiting, like she had thought. As she wandered with her eyes glancing around for a glimpse of his orange hair, she found no such thing. 
Perhaps, he could really change too, after all. 
Days began to pass. She worked harder on her spells and her beloved familiar purred with praise and pride. Days turned into months and her mother said she could have more responsibility with the cafe. She spent more time learning about something called ‘FIFO’ for the stock in the back. Months turned into what felt like an eternity and her hair had grown a bit longer, sometimes more puffy depending on the weather. 
And finally, he had come back. 
In truth, really not much time had passed, it was all relative. But to Mochi, without him around, it could have been years and she wouldn’t have known it. A day without seeing him felt like forever. And for Lime, the feeling was quite the same – although, she didn’t know that. For all these years they had known each other, there had always been this thin wall between them. Faint hints and unsure mumblings about the other which barely passed them by – with a singular, clear message: 
I love you.
But with this decision, the wall between them had become stronger, wider and something she was unsure to touch. If she hadn’t been certain of whether to cross that boundary before he left, she had a more conclusive idea now. Lime had always been his own person to her, but looking at him in that getup was more than she could take. It was if they lived in separate worlds–
Funny. Funny how she felt what he had felt for so long. This… untouchability, this uncrossable bridge, of difference in ability and personhood. And in the midst of the difference, they shared the same heart. 
He walked around town with that girl for weeks, running around waving new weapons, and living his life without needing her. She wasn’t sure how to approach him, only he could really do that, so he did just that. And somehow, he found himself standing before her, in the privacy of her home, with no one else around. 
Her eyes looked him up and down, conflicting feelings of desire and heartache boiling inside all at once. And they stood apart, staring at the other not as children, high school friends, or classmates, but as a man and a woman. Yet, yet, yet, flashed in her mind; but, but, but! He’d been initiated as a member of the very organization that stands against her kind. How could she ever dare love this specific mortal? If it hadn’t felt like taboo before, it sank like a pit in her stomach now. 
Now, his eyelids slowly blinked as his gaze soaked every inch of her in. They both had changed so much, but in his belief, she stayed the same Mochi. Beautiful, kind, and a storm of emotion and pondering behind her eyes. But this time, she was hesitating, he could see it. It must be the clothes, he thought, they say they make the man, after all.
And made him they did. 
All this time, he had been running after her. He had been trying to close this gap but somehow instead took one step forward and three steps back. He wasn’t compensating anymore, he knew this, confidently. So, he would now step forward without the distance continuing to grow. When he stepped forward, she tried to step away and he reached out to stop her. For the first time. And he could reach her. 
“Mochi, please stop,” he began, his voice low and earnest. 
The seriousness in his words finally caused her to meet his gaze. Her eyes had been avoiding his face ever since the moment she noticed how handsome he had become. She could barely hear him over the sound of her beating heart. 
“W-What?” She finally managed to reply, a crack in her voice followed by uneasiness. 
He didn’t like this. He liked when Mochi was herself around him, when she was comfortable, laughing, and smiling. But then he thought to himself, how long had it been since he last saw that version of her? How long had it been since they had… been themselves together? He didn’t train this hard for her to push him away again. He loved her more than she could understand, more than the stars could explain, and more than whatever cosmic force might try to keep them apart. He would tear any opposing forces apart and down and inside out to have her. 
Gently, he grasped a few strands of her hair. He felt the ends of it on his thumb, lovingly peering down at the locks. And then, his gaze trailed up to her blushing and adamant face. His eyes ever so steadfast and sincere, he finally responded to her. 
“I’m not running on some baseball field anymore and you’re… you’re not struggling with 3rd period physics anymore. I’m not running anymore, but you – you are… Stop running away from me, stop… hesitating.” 
She swallowed, the resolution in his voice caught her off guard, and somehow, hurt her feelings. Her? Running away? She wasn’t sure if she was ready to face the music, hadn’t that been the case? She was running away? No, she needed to stay strong, feign ignorance. 
“What does some soldier from the M34TH want with me, some witch?” She answered, turning her face away from his. 
He stepped closer, their bodies barely an inch apart. He lowered his face closer to hers, his gaze piercing with sincerity and a fire she had known before behind his eyes. “As far as I’m concerned, I’m not just some soldier and you’re not just some witch, but if you’re stressing that beautiful head of yours out about it, allow me to clarify.” 
His large, calloused hand swiftly found its way to her waist, while the other gently cradled her jaw tilting upwards. Within seconds he closed the distance between their lips and pressed their bodies together. How long had he been waiting for his moment, to claim what he felt was unclaimable? When he pulled away, he brushed his thumb across her lips, which she quickly pushed away and hid her face within his chest. 
What had he just done? He broke the wall, he crossed the line – he had done what she kept herself from doing for so long. He stopped hesitating. Her fingers gripped the sides of his coat and she pushed her face harder into his chest. She felt too many things, too many conflicting thoughts swirling, but above it all it told her this may change everything. 
And, in true Lime fashion, “this won’t change anything,” he said. As if reading her mind, he responded with the words she needed to hear. “But let me have this today, where you’re not some witch and I’m not some officer.”
She pulled back and looked up at him, her cheeks flushed. “And what about tomorrow, when I decide to hesitate again? What about tomorrow, when I have to be who I really am, a witch, and you have to put that uniform on?” 
Wrapping his arms around her, he snuggled his chin into the nape of her neck. “No matter what day it is, you’re still Mochi and I’m still Lime.”
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sensualsicheng · 5 years
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kisses — ot7 dream
( they / them pronouns )
↳ GENRE: not fluff, not smut (although mark may be a bit riskaaaay)
↳ WARNINGS: cursing probably i can’t remember lmao and half smut for like ,, one hopefully renjun’s wasn’t that bad
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mark
so you two were just really close friends having some good old fun doing lame truth or dares bc you’ve been best friends since the womb and it’s just a tradition every once a month 🥰😔👊
bUuut mark wanted to spice it up today. mark found a “steamy truth or dare” online
“what the fuck mark” “just do it these aren’t that fun anymore” “... what goes on—”
you were blushing your ass off at how dumb you felt bc you had to make out with the person your left and mark was the only person there so uhHHHHh it made you yodel
there was minimal eye contact before mark quickly crashed his lips onto yours, holding your thighs n bringing you onto his lap aka his favorite place for you to sit
(:
his lips were kinda chapped but it was still great !!
his kisses were very open mouthed and sloppy, he kept playing with your hair and pulling your head closer to him and maybe trying to grind his hips up but we don’t talk about that
he moaned into the kiss multiple times and even slid some tongue a few times get it y/n !! he’d 100% curse into any kiss whether it be soft or heated side note that’s hot
he pulled away first bc he couldn’t breathe but jesus christ your lips are his new favorite place !! they felt so ,,, at home to him. he’s always wanted to kiss you tbh
after you two finished getting all make-outed-up he smiled his biggest smile and pulled you in for a proper kiss !! he smiled into it and put his hands on your cheeks as his lips moved along with yours
“fuck, y/n, i think i just fell in love with you”
renjun
“renjun i’m lonely” you text him at like four on a sunday and he ZOOMS his way over to your house
when you open the door for him he squishes you into a tight hug and a few sobs come out bc you’re so HOT and CUTE and WONDERFUL and he LOVES YOU
but your outfit ,, dAYUM maybe he was drooling
so this bih loves to be all over you and when you look as good as you look today he feels extra threatened
he loves you so much n he loves kissing you so much bc he wants you to know how much you mean to him but he doesn’t know how to express that
he loves to tease you and speak v close to your ear,,, looking at your lips though bc uhhhh he wanna KISS them
he loses his grip on the hug and whispers stuff into ur ear that makes you go all blushy
he starts like biting your earlobe for a half a second but then moves down to your neck and put his hands firmly on your waist 🥺🥺🥺
he keeps smiling into the kisses and repeating how good u look an how much he loves you and cups your cute ass face
then he went to your lips ☺️☺️ after ugh monopolizing ur neck lololol he just loves you too much to stop
he’ll tell you that in between pecks too !! he’ll have his arm back on your waist and pulls you so y’all are RIGht up against each other and he smothers you in happy pecks
he can’t get enough of your kisses! you’re so gorgeous and your kisses make him feel warm and fluffy no matter how heated or how soft (:
jeno
this baby loves to watch your every move ))))): he loVES observing your moves when you’re happy or stressed or tired he just LOVES UUUUUU
“jenOOOo!” you called out to him as you dramatically laid on his chest on the couch “y/nnNNNn” he mocked lol
and he takes your hand and kisses the back of it like the prince(ss) you are
then he gave you a big hug and kiss the top of your head & his face became very red even if no one’s around and he’ll just LEHKCHDKEHC just like his heart
he began to spoil u in kisses bc ur just that cute (●´ω`●) and then to your forehead and squeal
then to your cheeks and scoop them up and squeal some more and then kiss your lips n chin
he then traveled his hand down to your hand and pick it up once again while his eyes are studying your blushing face ((((:
he kisses your hand multiple times now.. his smile erupting making you melt right then and there
you make him so happy and your hands are his favorite part of you!! he loves to play with them and twirl his fingers in yours ):
so when he kisses your hands you feel special and hhhhhhhhhhh he loves u and u love him <<<<<3
he doesn’t stop giggling ((((: giggly jeno = best boy
he loves to make side comments n call you baby while he smothers u in smooches get urself a jeno
donghyuck
you two were just sitting on the couch cuddling ((: when hyuck’s phone went off
you grabbed his phone as quick as possible and shut up and ran away from him to the end of the hallway to check his phone what an annoying gf/bf ugh wow pls note the sarcasm
he slowly began to smile bc he loves your beautiful dumb ass so he dragged himself slowly down the hallway for effect 😎 bc that’s just how he is
“you’re so fucking gorgeous” “i love you ,, so ,, much” (●´ω`●)
okay. hyuck = great kisser SKSJSK he knows what to do, when to do it, and how to do it to make you feel nice
he kept looking back and forth between your eyes and lips and both of your heart rate was increasing bc aww cute
then he grabbed the back of your neck and put his arm around your waist pulling you in closest to him (: he loOOOVES teasing you so his lips grazed over yours a for a long time
heck it was annoying you so you put your hands on his neck and forced a kiss hehe (: his lips were hella soft !
he kept smiling into the kiss and giggling and making sure he was going ver y slow bc he ADORES it when u whine (:
also bc he loves seeing you whiny he pulled away and looked at your red cheeks n then your lips mentally crying @ how beautiful you are
then moved to your neck. maybe hickeys were his favorite kisses 😘😎 he loves marking you in spots where he knows you can’t hide
he loves to pull away and see that one hickey that stands out over other small ones that shows you’re his !! and no one else can have you !!
he loves how kissable u are ): hyuck loves u sO much ugh
jaemin
jaemin loves to see you wrapped in his arms and all lovey-dovey and happy you are next to him
and when he wasn’t able to because he was forced to go to japan with renjun and mark, he had a heart attack
when he came back home, it was two weeks later and heck you missed having a body to sleep on for 14 days!!!21!1!
he saw you outside of the building when you told him that’s where you’d be and grabbed renjun n mark to go be able to see u quicker ):<
he dropped his stuff next to you when he got to you and slowly hugged you because DAMN that’s his mofo BABY right there who’s even squishier than normal
he pulled you as close to him as possible and kissed the top of your head multiple times before pulling you away to cup your face and kiss your blushy cheeks!!
people were passing by,,, cooing + maybe laugh while mark and renjun mock them where only jaems can see and he flipped them off politely (:
you pulled his face away and pressed your lips against his, it was quick but sweet & his lips tasted like strawberries probs bc you saw renjun holding a bag of them as they walked out
you kept pecking his lips as he laughed at you because HECKKKK YOU’RE SO CUTE HE DOESN’T KNOW HOW TO FUNction or how he ended up with such an amazing gf/bf as you ))’:
“so u missed me, huh?”
“shut up n kiss me dumbass”
chenle
you two were having a rest day today because you guys hanging out always results in him convincing you to either play a sport with him or just being hyper
it was raining and the two of you were very tired but wanted to hang out
and chenle was your best bud !! and only your best bud !! yeah sometimes you smack him on the lips with your lips. no feelings involved. maybe. but that doesn’t mean anything right ???
so y’all were cuddling like always on your bed no feelings ,, sure and he laid his head on your lap listening to the sound of the tv while he stared at the ceiling
he suddenly lifted his head with messy hair and tired eyes and stared you in the eyes for a good minute without saying anything
he moved so he was slanted next to you and with no warning gave you a big kiss on the lips
you were kinda shocked bc he or you normally ask before?? but i mean he was a good kisser so you were fine with it
he let his one hand lean next to your arm and one went to your hair and his hands kept roaming your scalp lmao that sounds weird idk how to word it not weird
his kisses were always nice and neat and not very open, he felt like he knew what he was doing but he didn’t really
perhaps you melted into his kiss
he didn’t break apart until he couldn’t breathe,, but when he did,,,,, he was smiling as big as he could because you made him start to feel different. he loved your presence and kissing you just when you guys felt like it.
then he blurted out “i think i have feelings for you”
jisung
y’all were just outside of chenle’s house on his porch waiting for him to come out to go to his surprise place just bc i can’t think of anything and i wanna post this lol bc he was taking so loNG AND HE WOULDN’T LET YOU IN SKSJKS
jisung was shittalking about random things,, he was more talkative than normal and wasn’t looking at you lol it was making you worried
when he’s anxious he talks fast and loud and a lot and that’s exactly what he was doing so you were v scared
“why are you talking so much the only time you’ve done that is with people you seem to think are pretty” ,,,, wait for it
all of a sudden, his expression softened and he laughed nervously turned to you, and just .. stared at you
“stop looking at me like that, ... ,, headass!!” your face became red and he tried to hide his smile but failed to (:
he looked into your eyes then your nose and booped it with a small little sound effect earning a snort from you
but then once you opened your eyes from laughing his eyes had a different look to them ?? and he stepped closer to u,, making your heart go boom boom and then he boldly kissed you !!
he didn’t know what to do with his hands so he awkwardly placed them on your hips once your hands were on his cheeks
the kiss was very open mouthed, but it wasn’t messy but of course you kissed back because uhh oops (:
his lips were wAY softer than they looked it made your cheeks red
when he pulled away and saw your flustered face he pecked you again
“I KNEW THIS WOULD HAPPEN SOON YALL ARE OBVIOUS ”
of course chenle would butt in when he saw (:
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