#i want to cradle the me in middle school who broke up via email because they were too scared to do it in person

[47-protons]

A weird little rambling thing about prude in the tags. I'm fine though slash gen

#the fact that it is midnight thirty means I'll probably be delete this at some point #but i do kind of twiddle my thumbs. and i think my old therapist would be proud of me #like. something about the fact that ive even got a character. and im looking into rp things. my brain is a soup. #but i think that even a little bit of a. gestures to flick. just the fact that im here and trying to participate is some form of healing. #and im happy with that. #sometime this month is the uhhh. nine years. since i broke up with the guy i think. eight or nine. #took me a while to comb everything out but. we're here and im proud of myself for it. #im going to go to sleep now even if i am just kind of whispering an accomplishment into the void #maybe i wont delete this who knows dude #i want to cradle the me in middle school who broke up via email because they were too scared to do it in person #and go did you know you'd make it this far? have a job you love and friends you adore? and you look at the sunsets and you take pictures of #cats and dogs and squirrels to show to people in other hemispheres in totally other places of the world?? #i think my old therapist would be proud of me. granted i have whole new issues. but for this at least. i think she'd be proud of me.