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#i wanna point fingers n say he just lovebombed me so hard i wasn't thinkin straight but. i don't think he even did
kindacreepy-kindaugly
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3 months
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#i just want that rush back. how it felt when i realized he wasn't gonna hurt me n he held me to his chest n stroked my back
#just tryin to calm me down instead of demanding anythin
#he called me pretty. maybe it's just cause he was fucking me but still. he hasn't said that in so damn long except when he hurts me
#i......guess i can kinda see why i said i loved him. i was so high on all of it.
#even though it was stupid as fuck n idk if it's even true but either way i shouldn't have said it.
#i wanna point fingers n say he just lovebombed me so hard i wasn't thinkin straight but. i don't think he even did
#i can usually spot it when he does cause he's sayin things that are so obviously fake. even if i usually just ignore that cause i like it
#this was just. the kinda affection that'd be normal from someone who actually cares for you. which is why it's so treacherous.
#cause now it's all i can fucking think about i need more i need him to kiss me like that i need him to look at me like that again
#i set the trap myself n strolled right in
#i just. i need that rush back. i was so happy for a brief moment there. happier than i've ever been i think
#it didn't last long but maybe that's cause i panicked when i said what i said. maybe if i just stop pretendin stop tryin to fight it
#sometimes i feel the opposite but rn it's really hard to convince myself it's not enough that he wants me back
#he doesn't hurt me when i behave but. i've never been very good at that for very long
#n he'll probably get tired of me soon too. he's just lonely n nostalgic about the way things were back home.
#......still though. how do i stop wanting it. wanting him. how the fuck do i stop
#spdrvent
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