#i totally underestimated shivers but it’s actually my favourite skill in the game. you love your city and your city loves you back.

[smokeandhubris]

i love love love media that loves the world. i want to be reminded that the universe is so incomparably beautiful and complex. i want to be shown that life is messy and broken and it hurts so bad but it’s so so so beautiful and you can’t help loving it anyway. there are people out there, wonderful ones who will stay by your side if you’ll let them. there is the sun and the warmth of it and the light. there is the path between the trees and the sandwich shop down the road and the river in the paddock and is that wonderful and isn’t that worth living for. i love when media tells you it’s okay to be broken and it’s okay to be hurting and it’s okay to live despite it. tell me i am worth saving. tell me to listen to the rain falling on tin rooftops and fall in love with life. tell me that the world loves me too.

#when u get too silly and start going on and on about how much u love living: #this is because i played disco elysium by the way #i totally underestimated shivers but it’s actually my favourite skill in the game. you love your city and your city loves you back. #wow. and suddenly im reminded of all thats good in life #trauma dump but i have such poor luck in life that more often than not im conviced life itself hates me #but i like to remind myself that living in itself is such a gift and im very grateful for it. i wont let my setbacks make me forget that. #got too silly again #ehe #lou talks