#i thought. i really thought. i hsd hit submit on a project

[terrorbirb]

Work. God I experience mortification

#totes bro #i thought. i really thought. i hsd hit submit on a project #i had to go home yesterday because a migraine #which is why i messed this up #because i get migraine with really bad aura where i cannot speak #and everything gets jumbled #like i cannot think in words #nor can i really think #I'll do incredibly stupid things like put the stove on without a pot and wonder what I'm doing wrong because im trying to boil water #literally without a pot or water. just the stove on #i cry a lot because i forget where i am and cant figure it out even when I'm home #my body feels like its moving through styrofoam whenever i move its like crunchy imaginary styrofoam #i blink uncontrollably #i was told i should go to a neurologist because they could be the kind with mini strokes #anyway!!!! i keep submitting projects late #im impressively good at doing the work but abysmal when it comes to submitting projects but this time there is a reason