#i think yaz feels a lot of responsibility which is sligthly different from the doctor's Duty

[rearranging-deck-chairs]

"not the time for scrupules, we have to save the future"

#basically same line i just hear them differently in french idk why #i also catch a lot more plot in french somehow? #not big plot but the little things like 'im gonna go here do this and youre gonna go there do that' #in english they slide right off me in french i suddenly hear them its really weird #anyway thinking abt yasmin 'postponing the breakdown' khan #it's different than what 13 is doing i think #maybe once back home it'll turn into smth similar as 13 is doing idk #but here it's different it's pragmatic #oh right thats what i used to think about back with flux right? the respnsibility #i think yaz feels a lot of responsibility which is sligthly different from the doctor's Duty #all the things yaz does are Slightly Different to what the doctor's doing bc yaz is a person still #she has a family and a history and you feel that when she makes her choices #when she consciously prioritises the doctor you feel that #when the doctor betrays their values it's just themself #when they prioritise one person over the universe it's just themself to be accountable to #the fact that it's 'over the universe' at all is part of the issue #anyway #like i mean. Duty is like a platonic ideal. but it's impersonal. yazs sense of responsibility. to the doctor. to her family. #is very personal and tangible #it's not DutyTM as in 'i need to do this bc i told myself so and otherwise i wont deserve my name' #it's just. she cares #and i think all of the things they have the same but different are abt that difference #about what 13 says on the beach. in a way #wough thasmin #i need to write them #need to come up with some nice plot for them #like 6 months post potd happy ever after au. 6 months-1 year smth like that