#i think they im’ed kat bc shes in my bio and bc she had her ims open and i don’t so

[gagmebucky]

omg bestie valb3rry just deleted their blog

IM… god what the FUCK - like im not gonna lie, im very unsure about things but this is definitive proof they were both blogs. so they really did see how broken up and hurt and upset i was finding this out, pretended like they empathy and remorse for what they did only to stamp my foot and spit in my face and do it again. they really did take advantage of my kindness and turned me into a fool.

and like the worse thing is when they initially plagiarized me, i remember thinking that after the dust settled in that moment, i wasn’t going to talk about it further or call them any nasty names because while i was extremely upset, i didn’t want them to feel that anxiety of wondering if people were publicly talking shit about you (even if that person deserved it/i had the right to). i wasn’t rude or nasty, i think considering the situation i was very nice? and they go back and do it again - to the same fucking FIC, the same one they knew i talked about having difficulty writing and being so self critical over it. i genuinely cannot get over what kind of person does something like this.

and another thing is i don’t understand how you can plagiarize someone else and get clout off of it and feel even somewhat satisfied - it’s like you didn’t earn that, they aren’t praising you because they like your writing, they’re praising you because you copied someone else’s.

and yknow what, because i am legitimately angry right now let me tell you guys that when they first apologized, it wasn’t to me. they IM’ed their apology to kat @angel-fire about how “sorry” they were for plagiarizing her when they damn well KNEW it wasn’t her fic and i know they knew that because *i* @‘ed them — how do you get angel-fire from gagmebucky? and when kat was like ??? i’m not the fic writer you copied, q was, they copied and pasted the apology in my inbox and wanted to keep the matter “private” despite the fact what they did was public.

after i told them i wouldn’t accept an apology unless it was public, they posted it, specified that no one could reblog it but me THEN privated the post after i reblogged it, they then answered a bunch of asks unrelated to the subject and went on as usual until me and several other people realized the post couldn’t be found (an anon sent me a message asking where the post was and i checked, kat checked, and several anons also checked). once they had a flood of unrelated posts and we realized what they did, they public’ed the post so that it seemed like they actually kept it up.

and admittedly these should’ve been red flags but i really didn’t want to think that this person was that self-preoccupied that they’d see how they hurt someone and try some shady shit like that after appearing so remorseful. ngl i did realize i got played that first time but i honestly was too scared and idk wanted to believe i was being paranoid to say anything about it. but, damn, this second time feels so fucking personal and malicious that im just in shock. and i can’t lie, i am a lil relieved they deleted and that this is coming to light.

*also, if ANYONE finds themselves plagiarized by someone else, let me know and i will signal boost that shit to the high heavens though i do hope no one does have this happen to them

#i think they im’ed kat bc shes in my bio and bc she had her ims open and i don’t so #that they wouldn’t have to send an ask which is easily post-able #but kat was lol you better go to q’s blog stop pretending like you don’t know her blog when you literally copied from it #q answers #literally evil!!! and spiteful!!! like you could’ve started anew with that blog but you went out of your way to copy me AGAIN? #once again i have to thank everyone who supported me 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 #i really did feel like shit after it happened and your support made me feel so much better ❣️🥰